Confessions of a Lolicon

[LeopardChin]

This seems to be a taboo subject, but here goes.

(The opening may sound heavy; trust me it's going to get light-hearted.)

I'm a lolicon.

I know there are gonna be some judgemental people here, but I'm gonna admit it anyway - I'm a lolicon.

No, not that I'm proud of being one; and not that I am justifying being a lolicon.

But my conscience is clear - that I have never, and I will never lay any fingers on any children.

Some people probably will never understand it, but as a lolicon, it is not any different from other sexual deviations such as homosexuality. Homos are attracted to same sex, we are attracted to children. And lesbians have it better - they don't violate any laws to have sex, but a lolicon can hardly ever have his dreams fulfilled.

Now for those who are still open enough and curious about understanding what goes on in a lolicon's mind...

To be completely honest, I have not really interacted with other lolicons before, so I'll just give what my own experience is.

To be more correct, it's not "children" that I like. I love cute things. Cats. Kittens. Puppies. Little animals.

Between papayas and small boobs, I prefer the chippai. "Flat is justice".
Between a curvy figure of thick boobs and butts, I prefer the slender body without much contours.
Between a sexy erotic Marilyn Monroe and a child-like face, I'll take the latter. Innocence rules.
Between a 170cm model and a 140cm shortie, the shortie turns me on like nobody's business.

Not any children is a loli. An ideal loli would look between the age of 10-14, where she probably just began puberty. No hair yet. Body is just starting to develop. Voice is still clear and ticklish.

Annnnnd the height and size. HEIGHT AND SIZE! The shorter the smaller, the better. Perhaps it's because it gives me a sense of protectivity and ownership. You know, like it's so small, you can carry and cuddle her like a cat.

And of course, some girls stop developing there even as they age and mature; if any of you girls reading this are feeling an inferiority complex for looking like a kid, please, let me tell you - you are a GEM to people like us! lol.

Seriously, I don't know when I became a lolicon. Or rather, I don't think I ever "became" one. It was in my blood. I swung frequently in the past in my younger days (with normal girls please, not lolis), and now I find it getting harder to be turned on by older women. To the point that even commercial sex is hardly satisfying now. I often find my lil' brother drooping halfway through a session.

I think it's probably hard for some to understand; but that's a reality people like us have to live with now.

So now I can only wank myself off lolicon manga porn, or Japanese AV done by legal lolis (those who are actually much older than what they appear to be), and no, I don't watch western child porn where they really exploit children.

Heaven knows when I'd be able to find a day where I can cuddle completely with a legal loli here in Singapore. Even in Japan, a legal loli would be rare. Comes as no surprise that my favourite gravure idol is Nagasawa Marina.

Maybe I should migrate to Japan one day.

Until then... Thank you for reading so far. m(_ _)m

[MissJaniceL]

I think basically you want younger-looking girls. Not exactly that age, just looks that age.
Anyway, the idol you mentioned also not fully fitting of your description. She's very well endowed, but I gotta admit she looks young.

[LeopardChin]

Originally Posted by MissJaniceL

I think basically you want younger-looking girls. Not exactly that age, just looks that age.
Anyway, the idol you mentioned also not fully fitting of your description. She's very well endowed, but I gotta admit she looks young.

Tks for responding.
Ya, like you said, along that line.

Marina if don't squeeze, can pass off flat lol. not as in completely flat kind of flat, but ya. She pretended to be a 12 year old sometimes, nobody suspected lol.

[LeopardChin]

Originally Posted by MissJaniceL

I think basically you want younger-looking girls. Not exactly that age, just looks that age.
Anyway, the idol you mentioned also not fully fitting of your description. She's very well endowed, but I gotta admit she looks young.

Your story no more continue le? Like cliffhanger leh lol

[geckoSG]

Most probably drinking kopi somewhere liao...

[comm]

He kenna arrested already so fast

[LeopardChin]

Relaxing at home, lol

[dingobat]

I also knew an ex-classmate who also admitted that he is a lolicon. He used to show me pictures of kids that he sniped secretly.

But of course, he will never act on his impulse.

[JAVgent]

For TS's sake.. Let's just get this out of the way: there is a difference between a lolicon and a paedophile.

[LeopardChin]

Originally Posted by JAVgent

For TS's sake.. Let's just get this out of the way: there is a difference between a lolicon and a paedophile.

^This. a million times this.

[LeopardChin]

September quickly come...

[henasee]

Nice share, thanks

[EllieG]

Sth like this?

[LeopardChin]

Originally Posted by EllieG

Sth like this?

E.M.T.!

But Felt is more my cup of tea actually.

[newyorker88]

Hope u kick this habit one day, before u get into serious trouble. sometimes our fetish goes away when we grow older. Perhaps finding someone who understands u better will help you to get u out of this.


Animation are just works of fantasies, in real life there are rules, n minors need to be protected.