[shiroi]

The gfe is so strong that I thought she really have some feeling for me . But I know it’s fake.

Tested by asking her during my birthday to stay over night at her place kana rejected .
Say instead of weekly transcation , i suggests monthly like kind of bao her also rejected as she perfer like this . Maybe she want to enjoy the single life.

She also tell me after everything over she will still go hotel with customer .

Thought I am special but guess I am not . Tho trusted enough to raw and go her house . ( that time the COVID just started , maybe she don’t dare to go hotel and I am kind of regualrs of looking for her so she let me go her house , then COVID get worse so she stuck with me for now )

After all above , tho heart abit heavy but i think i am able to walk away anytime . Not going to visit her weekly , spend the money on 2 massage better . ( ha I try )