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Re: How to 释怀?
I was truly happy with her, and when we broke off, I wasn't happy. I have to put up a front infront of others, but deep down no one knows I am actually unhappy.
You know, I envy you guys where you and your affairs are sweet and happy and broke off not because you treated each other differently, but because one of you doesn't want the other to go through some sort of emotional rollercoaster.
Update: I still reach out and we still ON/OFF for a few times, but each time is short lived. However, I am only treated with harsh words, stating im not doing enough even though I have given most of my time and attention to her. Always finding things to be mad at me and break up with me over and over again. Really to a point I feel very jaded and really enjoy time at home. I hope I don't U-turn. I hope I really manage to 释怀. I hope.
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