[Mekatulia]

Name of MM: 小丽
Special Comment: 若一不小心,会越陷越深.

I was hesitant to meet 小丽 this trip, but yet I was hoping I can meet up with her. Funny? Strange? Yep, for those avid readers of my FRs, 小丽 is the “not-quite-able-to-position-oxymoronic” gal that I met at HH ktv during my recent trip with LT. We exchanged sms-es and I almost thought that I am not going to meet up with her because she extended 1 day stay in Zhongshan with a Taiwanese guy. However, we finally met on my 2nd last day/last night.

Again, I guess this trip is a getting-to-know-you-better trip. I got to know 小丽 better, or not? She talked a lot more this time, revealed more stuff, but yet, I still can’t quite get her, fully. This is the dangerous part because as the saying goes, “Curiosity kills the cat.”

This time, I was able to see her more clearly in day light. 小丽 has hazel eyes, sharp nose. Jokingly, she mentioned that she has been often been mistaken as a minority tribe. With her facial features, I wouldn’t be surprised. She talked about her family and stuff. 小丽 said that she’ll be going back to her hometown end of Feb, to avoid the crowd. Thereafter, she has not yet decided if she will be back. She’s thinking of going to other places to look for work. I asked what future plans she has, she said she might look into learning English and Computer skills which I highly encourage.

I enjoyed her company very much. Despite the uncertainties and my reservations, I guess she is very much a genuine person. However, after having traveled and met so many people, I am still a very guarded person, I wonder if that’s a curse. 小丽 is the type, or at least based on what I feel, where if I am not careful, might fall head over heals for. 若一不小心,会越陷越深 。Too bad, I am too much a realist, and I have also given proxy to my LT to slap some sense into me if I make stupid decisions. Another thing that probably might save me is being a poor man. Then I can’t afford to have wishful thinking about buying an apartment to stay in China, etc. At most, I may only think about getting a job here, but that in itself has certain limits.

小丽 also talked about her time in Zhongshan, she wasn’t really hesitant in saying who she was with, a Taiwanese guy. She kinda made a pass about how foul mouth the Taiwanese she has met (generally). I kinda teased her that I am betting the Taiwanese guy will be back to see her very soon. During our conversation, she apologized for mentioning the Taiwanese guy.… haha… I was kinda surprised. I guess I surprised her further with my reply.

小丽: 哦,对不起,你会生气吗?
儿子: 不会啊!我哪儿有资格生气?
小丽: 怎么那么说呢?
儿子: 我真的不生气,其实相反,有点儿高兴。。。因为,这证明里至少在你心里还会在乎我的感受,我感觉还挺爽的。 。。哈哈!
小丽: (腼腆的笑了)
儿子: 他对你还蛮好的,值得考虑哦!
小丽: (无言以对)

I guess I couldn’t ask for more.