[Blue_gal]

He is the one i run to when i feeling down...
He is the one i share with my good news...
He is the one i can throw my temper at anytime..
He is the one who make me smile..

He is the one I wanna to stay away but keep coming back...

Yes, we are still together but our relationship is "UNKNOW"....
Yes, I will for sure to regret what I am DOING and I fear the DAY to come...
Yes, I am only enjoying this MOMENT of LIFE..

I ask myself....
AM i closing the OTHER "DOOR" as I am with HIM..
AM i so hard to be WITH...
AM i so difficult...
WHY can't there be another HIM..

Although i am seeing another guy, but he is not "HIM"...why i hv such feeling...

I am just "bitching" abt this again...

I am FULLY responsible for wat the OUTcoming will be ....as I am the one who CHOOSE this path..

Sometime I wish i am a REAL BITCH..COLD hearted..not hving to HOLD Back for what I LOVE.. and just take away other "belonging"...

....LIFE SUCK!