haven been posting for quite some time...my previous thread is dead...so i starting one dat tells my silly story....
if u guys have read my thread before...(troubled mind)...tis is part 3...
finally she is married...initially...i can't accept the fact dat lies is wat she is good at....
why do i still hope dat she will come back to me one day....?
me and her very complicated...letting go is not as easy as i think...
i want to let go....but whenever my phone rings...its her...i will surely pick up her call...
i dunno whether i reali tio "gong tao" anot...
can't control wat i wan to do...always telling myself she not the one for me...till now...sometimes i still think abt her...
wat is our relatioship now....?frenz i guess...we dun quarrel as much like b4...we dun sms each other daily...sometimes not a call from her for weeks...
do i still love her...?not as much i guess....
its funny....i still miss her....mayb knowing her heart dun belong to me anymore...i dunno when she will leave me....hope i can take the impact when she reali does...
