[teamilk]

For starters, u should quit and stop coming into sbf for recommendations. Delete all your ML WeChat and WhatsApp.
Then like most of the bros here suggest, go wank yourself everyday.
I have always have the urge to go too, but lucky for my VIT m not enough.
After wanking myself, I will have that sense of relief that I saved myself $150.
Then if u walking along the streets and see MP, walk away from it. Don't let the temptations get to u.

Ultimately, if u REALLY want to quit the scene, u can do it one. If u half-hearted, whatever bros here suggest won't make a difference.