It has been a crazy October. Lots have happened and changed in my marriage. Specifically our sex life. Not really a good writer, but i've decided to write about my crazy October as a form of memory for my wife and I.
A brief background about my wife and I. She is 35 (Belle) and I'm 34 (James). We've been married for 10 odd years and already have kids. Nothing special about us. Just normal married Singaporeans with Mom figure and Dad bod.
Growing up, my wife had only 1 sex partner - her ex bf Ray. While I had multiple experiences with FLs and picking up girls at the clubs. I was always the one with more sex drive and the one that requested for "new experiences". She on the other hand was more passive, but once in a while, she'll accede to my requests, just to satisfy me. Dating days were fun. We had sex in the car, movie theatre, hotels, swimming pool, public toilet and the list goes on...but after we got married, things just slowed down. She just thought that taking care of the family is more important than giving in to things she did not feel comfortable doing. I only found out after we got married that she did not like doing those things when we were dating. Hence, our sex life slowly became dull.
Maybe I've surfed too much sex forums and watched too much porn. My greatest fantasy was to see my wife getting fucked by another man, while stuffing my cock in her mouth at the same time. This topic has been brought up for the past 10 years, and as time went by, my wife got more and more annoyed that I just couldn't stop talking about it, even though she said she will not do it.
Things took a turn on 14 Oct 22...
I was out with my buddies for a gathering in the evening, while my wife was alone at home. My in laws took the kids for the stayover the weekend. i texted Belle on and off during the gathering. Perhaps it was the alcohol talking, but i decided to ask Belle about having a threesome that night..
Me: babe, there are so many hot men and women here in Clarke Quay. IF i manage to find a guy to fuck you tonight, shall we do it?
Belle: WTF! i've already told you so many times! stop talking about this! it is annoying!!!
Me: ok....
Belle: dont ask for things that we'll regret
Me: i've always maintained the stand..if you ever want to fuck another man, i am willing to accept it, as long as you tell me about it.
Belle: James..just go and talk to your friends..stop annoying me..
so that was how the conversation always ends whenever I bring this topic up..it was just another normal end of the conversation and I went back to tcss with my buddies.
about 2 hours later at 11pm, my telegram notification popped up. It was Belle. When I opened up the chat, I saw a video being downloaded. The preview looked weird..does it look like a naked body?? I excused myself from the boys to a quiet corner, to see what was sent.
Before I could play the video, Belle followed with a text "happy now?" I was lost.. happy with what? didn't we just had a quarrel??
When the video finally loaded, i was stunned..it was a video of 2 person fucking.. it was a short video that didnt show any faces..trying to comprehend why did Belle send me a video of 2 person fucking, i wanted to reply her..
Me: what's this video for??? But before i could send the text, i saw the "happy now??" text again.. immediately I went back to the video and took a good look. That bedsheet...is that my bed??? on closer look, that ass looks so familiar..is that Belle?!
Questions flooded my mind..was it the alcohol? am I hallucinating? just WTF is going on right now??
Me: Babe, happy with what? just what is going on? what is that video about? where did you get it from??
Belle: you wanted it didn't you? You wanted me to fuck another guy right?
Me: Are you serious now? this is not funny you know?
Belle: I've had enough. Just leave me alone now..
My immediately reaction was to board a cab and rushed home..I was just confused what was going on..I did not even tell my friends that I left..The cab journey home was the longest 20minutes ever..what am I expecting when I reach home? what is going on with Belle? Just who were those 2 in the video? did Belle really fuck another guy? Who is this guy?? my mind was exploding..
When I reach home, the lights were off..it was quiet and didn't seem like anything was wrong..when I went into my room, the bed was a mess..Belle was sitted on her side of the bed, tears in her eyes..it was then when I knew it was real..Belle really fucked someone..
Me: dear, can you tell me what happened please? I need some answers..
Belle: Just don't talk to me now..leave me alone..
The next 2 hours, we just sat there like strangers. not a word spoken. I just gave her the space she wanted..But the questions in my head weren't answered..just WTF happened? when Belle finally calmed down
Belle: James, I fucked Ray.
Me: WHA..
Belle: just shut up and let me finish..
Belle: I've already told you before. stop pushing me..i just couldn't take your nonsense anymore. so ya..I made your wish and fantasy come true. I fucked another guy. That video you saw was Ray fucking me just now.
I was fuming..Ray was the ex bf that caused many issues between Belle and me. They dated for quite some time and still kept in touch every now and then. Belle fucked a guy that I really didn't like that much..
But I calmed myself before talking because I knew if I didn't it would be WW3 between us..
Me: so..what now?? how are you feeling??
Belle: I don't want to talk about it..all I need to know is, if you're happy now..
Me: err...i really don't know..
The next day was like a DMZ at home. The kids were not around and the house was just quiet. we both didn't speak a work to each other..It was rough...On Sunday, I finally spoke to Belle.
Me: hey..can we talk about what happened on Friday? I know its a mess..but we need to talk and communicate about this.
Belle: sure..but before we start..I'm sorry...
Belle burst out crying and hugged me.. we spent the next 45 minutes just hugging and letting our emotions out..when we calmed down..
Me: so what happened? how did Ray end up here? How did you end up fucking him?
Belle: when you texted me about the threesome, I was angry. I kept asking myself why does my husband keep asking me to fuck another man..isn't sex exclusive to the couple?? I wanted to know what a man was thinking, so I texted Ray. I told him about our struggle over the past 10 years and how I feel pressured by your fantasy..
Me: i am so sorry for pressuring for the past years. I always thought it was just normal for me to share with you my fantasy, so that you know me better, and hopefully be hornier and have more sex with me..
Belle: yeah..that was what Ray said as well. I too did not try to understand you, and fulfil my duty on bed as your wife.. thinking about it, sex once or twice a month really was little..
Me: ok...so he managed to straighten your thoughts..but...
Belle: I was on the edge..I was angry with the annoying request, I was angry at myself for not understanding you..I..I..I just wanted to fuck this shit and hopefully shut you up..so I asked Ray..If I were to fuck another man other than my husband, it had to be someone I trusted.. Ray scolded me. he said I was crazy. but I really wanted to just get it done, so I pleaded with him and told him it was just one time sex, nothing else..
Me: but why??why Ray? you know I hate him..
Belle: like I said, it had to be someone I trusted. besides, I used to fuck with him, so I guess it wouldn't be any much different..and..just perhaps it was to spite you and make you angry..
Me: what the......so what exactly happened??
Belle: Ray came over at about 1030pm..he was still trying to calm me down and dissuade me..but it just happened..I leaned over and kissed him, reassuring him that I knew what I was doing..but actually, I was scared..it didn't feel right..but as his hand started to roam around my body, that unfamiliar touch was...refreshing..although we used to fuck, but it was just different..I guess I'm so used to being touched by you and you only for the past 10years..
Me: so...you mean you enjoyed it??
Belle: i guess it made me not repel the touches..Ray told me that it was enough..His intent, coming over was to talk to me and comfort me..he did not think we were really going to fuck and he did not have a condom..i hesistated..but I was already wet and turned on, the words just came out. "its ok. I trust you. Just fuck me please."
Me: wait what!? he fucked you raw?!
Belle: err..yes..i'm sorry..I trusted him and I was horny..and the video was taken to shut your mouth..
Me: wow..thats really...quite unbelievable..its not the Belle that I'm familiar with..
Belle: I'm sorry if I disappointed you.
Me: No..no..its just something new that I'm seeing..
Belle: its new for me too..i really did not expect that being touched by another man could be refreshing..maybe I shouldn't have repelled you for the past 10 years..
Me: am i hearing it right?? you mean you liked it??
Belle: I mean, err..yes I guess. I know I definitely have no feelings for Ray..but the way my body reacted, I guess my body liked it.. I was exceptionally wet and horny..the thought of doing something taboo made it even more exciting, plus imagining how you would react just made me explode..
Me: honestly, when I saw the video, I was confused. When I heard it was Ray, I was angry..but at the same time, I was turned on..hearing how you moaned, I'm having a hard on now..
Belle leaned over and whispered into my ears "if you're hard, then let me help you..I still want your dick because it belongs to me.." we had the best make up sex that evening.
At the end of the session, we had another talk about what's going to happen next. and surprisingly, Belle said she wanted to explore fucking other guys...it was like Christmas came early for me..we set out some ground rules, so that we are aware of the bottomline..
1) Condoms are must have with strangers.
2) Belle can fuck any guy she wants, with or without me. but I must be aware of the session. and she must share with me what happened.
3) Open communication must be established and be honest about everything.
4) Codeword "Candy" will be used to terminate all activities if there is any discomfort.
and so with this, my October has been crazy and life changing. In a span of almost 2 weeks, Belle went from having only fucked 2 guys in her life to going out to fuck every day. And I went from have sex once-twice a month to fucking Belle every single day after she finished fucking outside. My kids have been asking why mummy OT everyday??
If time permits, I will update with Belle's sexual encounters and how things develop for us in the future. Thanks for taking the time to read about this life changing October for me.
ps: Ray came inside Belle, and we're still hoping she does not get pregant..