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Originally Posted by lustygrandmas
Haha thks for the kind words bros. Yea idk what’s wrong with me la.
Like, I use dating apps and can get girls that I like out on dates but when trying to get into a relationship somehow I just seem all needy and all that weak BS. Realised that I’m the bitch in the relationship then I will fuck up a perfectly good thing up. Then I start to think to myself maybe I’m just not suited for a relationship and I just gotta chiong FL for life. Which is not a bad thing just gotta be responsible like bros here mentioned. But yeah after the deed, always got the reality check as to what the fuck am I doing with my life.
I’m a local here so most of my life is just going through the usual process : study hard, find good job, find gf/wife then settle down have kids. The usual mechanistic cycle. Kinda felt that I should have socialised more in school but then again ur boi here not that smart so need a lot more time to study lolol.
I know prob it’s cos I need to cram my schedule up so I don’t think of all these nonsense. I have not many friends as well so I’m usually quite lonely haha I wanna focus more on my career but y’all know, it takes time as well.
I hope this is the place to let it all out, don’t flame me guys this is not a sob story and I don’t want no pity. Just thought it’s a good outlet cos we all need one occasionally.
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It's pretty alright, bro. Sometimes handling a simple engineering task is okay. But eventually have to grow up to handle a project. All these very small details cannot be explained properly until have completed a project. However, must first have a project plan. Unfortunately, in the midst of trying to figure out the many details, there is too many stumbling obstacles ahead and these will break oneself down.
Not everyone is born to be successful. No matter what the successes or failures, the process of doing is what makes life interesting.
I got my pes E, the lowest of the lowest in the army, defeated all the army directives, pes C lieutanant and whatever sickening lan jiao wei and burden talkings. I have been blacklisted by LadyRain and she can talk sobbing stories whatever she wants just bec she is a lady and guys hearts will soften when replying to her. I also have been blacklisted and received nasty remarks by several other guys right to the very core. My reputation is no better than you. Despite these negativities i have received, i have other life challenges ahead of me which i have to learn to overcome.