website of some erotic stories that been posted in SBF

[big dick]

some of the stories tat have been posted here come from this website... bros may like to check out this website to read more erotic stories.... http://www.literotica.com/stories/

one example of the stories is the Million Dollar Deal - Take it or leave it?? by bro blackeagle10


Threadstarter, thanks for the story. However, when you copy most of it from another website, I think it is common courtesy to acknowledge the original author.

The original story is entitled "A Million Dollar Deal" by Icingsugar, the original 3 parts story which I read on literotica.com and posted there by Icingsuger in 2003.


my intention of starting this thread is not to flame anyone... jus wish to share with other bros who wan to read more erotic story in their free times..:p

[WazAGuy]

This si my favor website :)

[sukhoi]

anymore good stories site like this?

[sk_33]

http://www.asstr.org/main.html

[big dick]

nice website.. bro sk 33..

any other bros wanna contribute website tat contain erotic stories.. :p

[sk_33]

Riding Bareback

I know that nowadays its a bad idea, but nothing gets
me hotter than pumping my sperm directly into a women's
naked pussy. Maybe it's the element of risk or just
knowing that I have the power to make her pregnant.
Most women I go out with don't want to have children,
they know that we are just fucking around.

The first time I really got into it was when I started
to fuck with Laura. She was, young and painfully shy,
but she pretty, and had those medium type tits that I
like so much. Actually I was first attracted to Laura
because of her great hard-body with a nice ass.

We had been friends for quite a while and I had noticed
that she never seemed to have a boyfriend.

On night we were hanging out and I was having a rough
time with my livein girlfriend so I her asked if I
could stay at her apartment that night, you see she
lived alone.

After she hesitated a little bit, trying to think of
excuses why I couldn't, she finally said okay. I knew
she liked me, but she was nervous.

That night after the movie we had rented was over, we
sat on the couch and talked. I started to kiss her and
held her -- she was afraid just like a little girl.

Then she told me that she had been molested by a
neighbor when she was six. He was her best friend's
father and when she had slept over, this man forced
these two little girls to suck his cock.

They were both traumatized, he held their heads when
he ejaculated and forced them to swallow his sperm.
For that reason Laura could never go down on a man. I
told her that it was awful and hugged her, but at the
same time I started getting hard thinking about her
when she was six and sucking cock.

We talked long into the night, I kissed and caressed
her, and she kissed me back pretty timidly. I fondled
her breasts, then finally got her blouse off, and
kissed her nipples, then started for her pants.

"No, please I'm afraid," she whispered, but that just
got me hotter. I whispered back reassurances to her
and caressed her lovingly.

She liked me, and wanted to please me, I could tell.
Plus I think she liked the kissing and holding. Finally
I slid my hand down into her loosened jeans, over the
panties. All she could do was quietly whisper "oh,
john...john....john...." in protest.

Soon I was feeling her pussy and unbuttoning her pants
the rest of the way as she turned her face away, still
whispering my name.

When I pulled off her pants she lay there frozen, not
making a sound. As pulled at her panties, she resisted,
saying, "No, please..."

I continued saying that I only wanted to eat her pussy
and that she would love it. Finally the panties were
off, my cock was throbbing in my pants as began to lick
her pussy-slit. She tasted good, all clean and sweet.

She continued to lay back not making a sound, as As I
sucked her clit between my lips. As I was doing this I
quickly shoved my pants off to free my cock.

Eventually, I worked my way back up to her face to kiss
her. She must have felt my cock between her legs
because she closed her legs and rolled over, I guess
she thought this was a safe position for her to be in.

I climbed on top and lay on her back, and caressed her
whispering more reassurances as I reached down and
began to rub my cock against her pussy from the back
side, squeezing between her luscious thighs.

She looked away again, saying nothing but "John...
John.... oh John..." her voice quivered with fear.

She's a fucking virgin! I thought. As I shoved into
her I could instantly tell, she was so tight I couldn't
get it in.

I kept rubbing my cock at her opening, pushing but it
seemed to be no bigger that a dime. I was going to
give up when I pushed and my stiff cock slowly slid
into her.

After a couple inches there was slight resistance, and
I pushed through that. She had the tightest pussy I'd
ever felt. She just lay there motionless as I pumped in
and out of her.

It was all just too much, I was going to come already.
I tried to hold off but the combination of her tight
virgin cunt wrapped around my slick cock, and the
little whimpers that she was making as I fucked her
combined to make me shot my load into her. I kept
pumping as spasm after spasm filled her insides.

Then breathlessly I pulled out and shot a final spurt
onto her muscled back, watching as my cum rested on her
smooth tanned skin.

I told lied and said, "Don't worry I didn't come inside
of you, you can feel it on your back."

But she was very worried. "I don't want to get preg-
nant," she cried, knowing that she was fertile and what
had just happened could put her at risk.

I promised that we would use condoms the next time.

The next time that we fucked we used condoms, and she
wasn't as tight as the first time.

After several months her job required that she move to
a different part of the country. We stayed in touch and
I planned to visit her.

= = =

Several months later I did just that. I missed that
hard-body and those breezy brown eyes of her. Neither
of us had fucked in since our last time almost three
months before. We were both horny and started making
out on her couch within minutes of seeing each other.

After a while we were naked and I got up and went to
get a condom out of my bag. Without a word I came back
into the room and laid on top of her, kissed her.

After a minute of deep kisses and rubbing our naked
bodies together I sat up, ripped open the wrapper of
the condom and rolled it on.

Then I egarly laid back down with my cock pressing
against her pussy and kissed her again. I reached down
between us and rubbed my rubber-covered cock against
her pussy.

As usual she was sexually timid and just lay there
while I fucked her, and the contraception was my job.
That day she either wasn't all that wet or the condom
just needed more lubbication, but it wouldn't go in and
I wanted to fuck her in the worst way.

I put my hand down between us, I pulled the condom
off my prick and held it with my other fingers as I
rubbed my naked cock against her pussy. I felt so
good and I was so excited. I could feel the wetness
past her outer lips that wonderful slick feeling of
sex, and used it to lube the end of my cock and
felt it slide in.

Her pussy felt so good as I slid in and out of her, and
I was so aroused at the thought that she unknowingly
had nothing protecting her. I could impregnate her
with my child and she couldn't do anything about it.
It gave me such a rush.

She lay back stupidly as I pumped my sperm into her. I
was crazy with lust as my body spasmed on top of her
splayed open femine pleasure-giver.

Afterwards, I reached down as if carefully pulling off
condom and went into the bathroom to dispose of it.

She sat up happily, without a clue, while my sperm swam
up her into cervix.

During that week we must fucked 20 or 30 times. And
even though I've had better fucks since then, Laura
was my first "bareback" and the one that I'll always
fondest rememories of.

And little Jessica is as cute as her mother, and I'm
sure she'll have the same hard-body as her mom, only
she already has my blue eyes.

[big dick]

bro sk 33.. bring it on.. pitching my own tent in my own thread to read your story.. lol.. hehe.. carry on with the story and dun stop.. going out to buy more popcorn now..:D

[sk_33]

Knocking-up Karen

My sister-in-law despises me. Hates me - always has. She
hates me even more now that her skirts don't fit round
her bulging tummy. Yes, I reckon I knocked her up good
and proper and I now have another bastard to my credit.
That makes twenty-seven!

My mission in life is to knock-up as many tarts as possible
and put babies into their tummies. The more they hate me and
the less they want my baby, the more I enjoy banging them
up and giving them something to remember me by. I love
the thought of hurting them months and years after I have
left the scene. I enjoy the thought of their agony and
anguish as they bring up the child they never wanted. The
child that was planted in them by a man they despise and
loathe.

That really turns me on.

I'm not fussy what method I use. Deception, blackmail,
promises (which I never keep) - just as long as the job
gets done. Once they're banged-up, I hang around long
enough to ensure they pass their 'abort-by date' and
then I ditch them. They spend the next six months with
their bellies getting gradually larger. Eventually they
squeeze my baby out from between their legs.

Sometimes, if I'm lucky, I get another shot up the tube
and give them a second (or even a third) baby to
remember me by. They hate it, but they don't get any
choice. These little tarts were made for breeding.

Take my sister-in-law, Karen. A right little tart, if ever there
was one. She used to dress in short black mini-skirts
and black tights. A right tease. When she bent over, the skirt
would ride up over her bottom and she'd flash her shapely ass
and knickers at me. She used to love to tease me in this
way and never missed a chance to give me a hard-on whenever
I visited. She also wore loose blouses and I could often see
her tits when she bent forward.

She's twenty-three, with long blonde hair and lovely green
eyes. She's been been married to my brother Dave for
five years now, but for some reason, she took an instant dislike to
me and has always despised and even hated me. I heard this via
a mutual friend. It's probably because I'm always mentally
undressing her whenever I see her. Women don't like this, but
it serves the little bitches right for dressing so provocatively.

As soon as I saw her all those years ago I had her ear-marked
for my breeding squad. I had already banged-up ten tarts, and
I vowed she would give me a baby one day and the more she
grew to hate me, the more I knew I just had to knock her up.
It took five years but I finally made it and she is now six
months pregnant with our first child. Of course Dave (my brother)
thinks it's his and I plan to give Karen a couple more kids in
the coming years - particularly now that she hates my guts for
forcing her to get knocked up by me.

Here's how it happened...

Dave has got a few problems. He drinks a lot, and also
gambles. He's a member of a local casino, and despite
everyone (including me) telling him it's a mug's game, he
gradually became addicted. I knew he was in trouble because
he never had any money. He had to sell his car, and he and
Karen were forced to leave their house and move to a much
smaller one due to debt. I make loads of money and that's
probably another reason why Karen hates me. The contrast.

So one day the telephone rings and it's Karen. Now she
hardly EVER calls me. If she does. it's just to speak to
Dave when he's round my place. So I'm quite surprised to
hear her voice on the end of the telephone.

"Er.. hi Brian, it's Karen."

"Karen! It must be Thursday and you're calling for our
regular little chit-chat!"

"Ha ha. O.K., cut the crap Brian. I need your help."

"What's up?"

"It's David. He's really done it this time. He lost
10K at Alberto's last night. We're stuffed. They want
to reclaim the house and we'll be on the streets. Not that
you fucking care you pig."

"Karen, Karen, is this any way to ask your favourite
brother-in-law for a loan?"

She took a deep breath.

"O.k., o.k., sorry. Look....we're in the shit. Can you
help us out?"

Suddenly I knew I had her.

"I'm not sure. Come round at eight tonight and we'll
talk about it."

"Umm.. o.k., I'll see you at eight..."

"Oh Karen...?"

"Yes?"

"Wear your short mini-skirt and black tights. No knickers
under your tights. The loose fitting blouse and no bra."

"Fuck right off you pervert! Who the hell do you think
you're talking too?"

"O.K. Bye Karen..."

"No. No. Wait... don't hang up...."

She breathed quickly and there was panic in her voice.
They must be in real trouble.

There was a long pause.

"O.k. But don't get any funny ideas. I wouldn't bed you
if you were the last man alive."

"Karen, darling. Don't try to win my cooperation by
flattery."

"Piss off you moron. I'll see you at eight. Have
the money ready, and no funny ideas."

With that, she hung up. Such a charmer.

My heart was racing. Here was my long-awaited chance
to bang her sexy little cunt until she conceived. I would
have a little bit of trouble persuading her, but by the tone of
her voice I knew that she was really desperate for the money.

The bell rang at 8p.m. on the dot. I opened the door and
looked at the picture of lust which greeted me. Karen had
taken care with her make-up and hair. Her long blonde
tresses hung over her shoulders and a single wisp fell
down over her forehead giving her a little girl look.
She wore a short, skimpy black mini-skirt and black tights.
Her pure white silk blouse was open at the top two buttons
and I could see her bare breasts jiggling through the fabric.

She had been a good tart and followed my instructions exactly.

I savoured her as she stood in the doorway. I visualised the
little egg in her womb just waiting to be mated by a torrent
of my sperm. Somehow I knew that she would leave my flat as
a mummy - a baby planted firmly in her young belly.

"Come in Karen. You look lovely."

"Fuck off. Have you got the money?"

"Yes."

"Right then. Let's get this over with. What do you
want? A quick feel of my tits? Go ahead you disgusting
pervert. Get on with it and I can go home."

"Sorry Karen. For 10k you're going to have to do a lot
more than that."

She paused and looked at me with pure hatred.

"What did you have in mind?"

"Come into the bedroom and I'll show you."

"You bastard!" She spat, eyes flashing.

"There's the front door, if you want to go." I said, pointing.

She hesitated, then said "O.k., let's get this over with."

She walked quickly ahead of me and into the bedroom where
she lay back on the bed, legs together and arms rigidly
down by her side. Her tiny skirt had ridden up over her
thighs and I could just see her crotch as I walked into
the room. The tights were stretched over her school-girl
like pubes which I could clearly see through the material.

No knickers. Just like I asked.

Without cermony I lay on top of her, still fully clothed.
I went to kiss her, but she kept her lips firmly pressed
together. Good. I love it when they do this. In fact my
favourite game is 'rape the tart until she's pregnant'.

As I lay on top of her, she instinctively clasped her
legs together. I put my crotch over hers and began
little fucking motions. We were both still clothed.

I pressed on with the kissing. In return, she spat at
me. "Hurry up you bastard. Come in your pants if you
must, but get it over with."

I continued to dry-hump her, knowing that I had no
intention of coming in my pants. Instead, I fully
intended to cream her young womb for her.

After five minutes of kissing and humping, her female
instincts took over and she opened her mouth and legs
slightly. That was more like it.

I continued to fuck up and down on top of her and I
could tell that she was slowly getting a little bit
turned on by the sexy little return thrusts she made
now and then.

I reached down between us and unzipped myself. My large
erect cock sprang free at once and jutted straight up
against her crotch. Her eyes opened.

"W..what are you doing?"

"Getting my cock out; what do you think?"

"Surely you're not...you're not...I mean.. I
didn't say we could do...that."

"What you say doesn't count, Karen. I'm the one with
the money, and if you want the loan, you'll do exactly
as I say."

She realised her situation and she stared at me with a
look of complete loathing. She closed her eyes again.

"O.k., but you're not allowed inside me. I'm not on
the pill and in any case I don't want your stinking
cock in my cunt."

Poor tart. She still hadn't realised.

I positioned the head of my prick against the gusset
of her tights where it was stretched around her pubes -
and pushed hard. A full inch of my prick vanished into
her vagina, fully ensheathed with the material of her
tights. Her eyes popped open again in astonishment.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing? I'm not
protected! Get that cock out of my slit you moron!"

"I'm using your tights as a condom, Karen. That
should be enough protection."

With that, I started to fuck her relentlessly. Due to
the give in her tights, I managed to get about two inches
of tight-covered cock into her with each stroke. It was
an incredible sensation! Of course, I knew that tights
were porous, and so did she.

[sk_33]

"Get off me now, you bastard!" She yelled, and bucked
against me to try and shake me off. "Don't come in my
tights! It'll seep through and make me pregnant!"

"You're right Karen. It would be a shame to mess up
these tights."

With that, I treached down to her crotch, up under her
little skirt, and ripped a small hole in her tights,
right at the crotch. Then with one quick push, I buried
my prick right into her, pulled her close to me and lay
absolutely still.

She howled.

"G..get off me! Brian, I'm not joking! For fuck's sake
get your prick out of me! If you come in me now I'll
end up having your bastard."

I lay perfectly still as she thrashed around under me on the
bed. The sensation was delicious. Suddenly, I grabbed her
hair and pulled it sharply back. Her eyes opened in fear
and pain as she looked at me.

"Listen Karen, you stupid cunt. Do you think you can come
here and get ten grand off me for a quick feel of your
pathetic tits? No chance. I want something really worthhile
for my money. And I want to pay you back for all the times
you've been nasty to me. Believe me KAren, you're going to
pay for the rest of your life."

She looked really frightened at this sudden change.

"What do you want?"

I paused to savour the moment.

"In a minute Karen, I'm going to fuck you really slowly.
My cock is going to bang into the entrance of your womb,
time after time after time. You'll probably get a little
bit turned on, even though you'll hate what is going to

happen to you. Then, when I'm ready, I'm going to pull
your tarty body really close to me, push right into the
depths of your cunt, kiss you and spunk straight into
your womb. The object is to make you pregnant, Karen.
You're going to have my baby, whether you like it or not.
I'm going to fuck you tonight, tomorrow night and for the
next two weeks until you're a good little slut and
conceive for me."

She started to cry.

"Please Brian. Don't. Please don't make me have a baby.
What will David say? I'll do anything you want.
Do you want me to suck you? I'll do that for you Brian.
It'll be good. Honest. But don't knock me up. It's the
worst possible time in my cycle. Even one small squirt of
sperm will knock me up. I'm not protected Brian. Please take
your baby-maker out of me. Please?"

She had developed a 'little-girl' voice in the hope of getting
around me. No chance. I started my slow fucking.

"Take it out of me NOW you bastard!" She spat in my face, suddenly
changing her tune.

I stopped.

"Karen; if you want me to stop, all you have to do is
say 'ENOUGH' and I'll stop immediately and let you
go. You don't get the loan though. If I don't hear you say
that word, I'll assume you want me to go ahead and
impregnate you."

"You...you...absolute piece of SCUM!!" She screamed.

I was still embedded deep in her cunt with the end of my
cock nudging against her womb entrance.

"Sorry? Did I hear you say 'enough'?"

"You utter, utter BASTARD. I'll never forgive you. I'll
have an abortion!"

"Oh, sorry Karen, I forgot to mention three more rules.
Firstly, no abortions. You get half the money when I confirm
that you're knocked-up, and the other half in four months,
when it's too late for a termination."

She sputtered..."And the third rule?"

"Oh yes. The most important one. You're going to beg
me to put a baby in your tummy. Now, and for the next
two weeks until you miss your period. You're coming
here every night and we're going to do this every
night for two weeks. You're going to beg me, Karen,
so you may as well start now."

I began to slowly fuck in and out of the hole in her
tights.

"Never! Never you bastard! Get it over with if you must,
but I'll never beg you."

Suddenly I withdrew my cock and stood up. I quickly
zipped myself up. The speed with which I did this
caught her by surprise. She remained lying on the
bed, legs apart, min-skirt pulled up and her naked
cunt clearly showing through the hole I had ripped in
her tights.

"O.K.," I said, "Off you go then. If you can't abide
by my rules, then the game's over. No loan. I hope you
and Dave can raise the money elsewhere.

She sat up on the edge of the bed and stared at me
in panic. A couple of minutes passed.

"Er..., o.k., you can...um...do it to me."

"Sorry. Too late. I've gone off the idea anyway. See
you around, Karen."

"Look. I've said you can do me. Fuck me 'till I'm
pregnant. Isn't that enough for you?" She said, sulkily.

I walked to the flat door and opened it. "Goodbye, Karen."

She stood up slowly; thinking all the time. She was in
a real panic and I knew she desperately needed that money.
She walked slowly towards me. When she reached me she slowly
shut the flat door and put her arms around me. She rested
her lovely head against my shoulder and wriggled her crotch
against mine, hating every second. I could tell she was crying,
but she kept her face hidden. Eventually, she controlled
her tears enough to whisper into my ear.

"Brian...(sniff)... there's something very special I want
you to give me.. (sniff) something which will last and last."

"What is it Karen? Tell me?"

She paused and gathered all her courage. She pulled me a little
closer and whispered into my ear again.

"I...I want you to..g.give me your baby, Brian."

"How would you like me to do that, Karen?"

"W.well (sniff)..I..I'd like you to take out your baby-maker,
lie me down on the bed, and slip your thing into this hole
in my tights." Here, she guided my hand between her legs and
made me stick a finger through the hole and into her slightly
moist cunt. "Then, I'd really like you to f.fuck my cunt until
your baby-maker gets ready to squirt."

"What then, Karen?"

"Then (gulp) I.I'd like you to f.fuck me hard until your
baby-maker goes into my womb, and shoots me full of your
virile seed. I want you to make me pregnant, Brian. Knock
me up with your baby girl." She put my hand flat onto her tummy.
"Here, Brian. Make my tummy big for me. Make a baby girl
inside me. I want your baby."

This was too much for me. To have this beautiful blonde tart
whispering filth like this into my ear was altogether too
much. I grabbed her hand and led her back to the bedroom.
I threw her onto the bed and as she landed, her skirt rucked
all the way up exposing her crotch.

"Unzip me Karen!"

She reached forward and slowly unzipped my pants. My seven
inch cock sprang free immediately.

"What do you call that, Karen?"

"Y..your baby-maker."

"And where's it going to go?"

"In m.my c.cunt?"

"Correct. And what's it going to do there?"

"M.make a b.baby in my womb..." She started crying again so
I took this opportunity to position my knob-end at the hole
in her tights and then rammed my cock straight home to
the hilt in one sudden motion.

Then I started a slow, fucking motion in which I
withdrem my cock right to the end, and then slowly
fed it back to her, inch after inch, only stopping
when I felt the end knocking at the door of her
womb.

"Now Karen. Start begging - and make it good."

She took a deep breath and resigned herself to her
fate.

"Please give me your baby, Brian. Bang that nasty old
baby-maker into my tarty cunt and spray a baby girl
into my belly." She even started humping back against
me at this point. "Please Brian. Please. I'm totally
vulnerable at the moment. I'm not protected. Spunk
inside me and plant your seed into my womb. There's
a little egg just waiting for your spunk. Come on.
Do it. Knock me up good. Make my skirts tight. Do it!"

Suddenly I grabbed her and held her close, my
cock embedded to the hilt and banging against
the small opening to her womb. I kissed her full
on the lips and forced my tongue into her mouht. Her
eyes flew open at the pain of me forcing my cock
into her womb.

Then I erupted.

Stream after stream of virlile living sperm shot
out of the end of my cock and straight into her
womb. I just came and came and came, encouraged
by the thought that she was conceiving right at
that moment. I shot it so far up her that no amount
of douching would get rid of it, and in any case,
I had a further surprise for her...

"Have a baby, Karen. There you go....little tart.
Feel it squirting in your womb? Thats's a male cock
raping a child into you. I'll give you something to
remember me by. Something which will last and last.
Your belly is going to swell right up you little cunt.
Take it!"

She felt every single spurt in the back of her cunt
and I knew that she realised that she had been
knocked-up by a man she hated. Now that the deed
was done, the look in her eyes was one of murder.

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"Alright. You've done it. Now get off me and let
me go to the bathroom. I'm dying for a pee."

I knew what she was up to. She still hoped to be
able to wash the sperm away.

"Sorry Karen. I forgot the last rule. You lie
here for ten minutes with my cock inside you.
Just to let the sperm do its work."

She closed her eyes and groaned, knowing that
she had truly been caught. We lay there in
silence for five minutes, with my sperm swimming
strongly towards her waiting egg.

"Look Brian, I really do have to pee badly. I'm
bursting."

I pressed my weight harder onto her bladder.

"Go ahead. I don't mind you wetting my bed. In fact,
you're not going anywhere until you do."

"W.what? Haven't you had enough?"

I fell silent. Ten more minutes went by during which
one lucky sperm found her egg and buried its way inside.
As we lay there, she fell pregnant with a baby girl.

She started to wriggle under me. I knew she was desperate.
After a short while, she went very quiet. Then I felt her
relax and was rewarded by the sound of hissing and a rapidly
forming damp patch on the bed underneath us. She went red, but
kept on pissing and pissing. Eventually the flood subsided.

"Now please let me get up and douche. It might not be too late."

"You want to douche? Allow me!" I held her close to me again
and kissed her full on the mouth. I think she was taken by
surprise as she thought it must surely be all over. She was
even more surprised when I started pissing inside her cunt.
She struggled like mad, But I held onto her really tight and
pissed and pissed up her cunt until her slit was full of
smelly urine. It overflowed and made the bed even wetter.

Eventually I let her go. She screamed and leapt off the bed.
All the urine I had pumped into her cunt came gushing out
into her tights and ran down her legs. She grabbed her skirt
and made for the door, spitting with rage. A well knocked-up
little piss-filled slut. Just the way I like 'em.

"Same time tomorrow!" I yelled, as she slammed the door.

[sk_33]

The Bad Seed

I should've realized what was going to happen, but I refused to see it. I
couldn't believe that such evil existed, and by denying it, I ruined the rest
of my life. I can never forget what happened to me, no matter how much I might wish to.

It started back when we were teenagers -- my brother Billy and I. Billy
and I were two of six kids, raised in your average family. He was four years
older than I was, and for the most part ignored me -- except when I turned
thirteen. I was the only girl in the family, and I've since read that it's
normal to see some sexual activity between siblings -- playing doctor and so
forth -- and that's pretty much what happened then. He'd trap me in my room and try to pull up my shirt so he could see my newly growing breasts, that sort of thing. Our other brothers did it too, but not nearly as much. It went on for a while, until I finally complained to my mother -- and she made them stop. I didn't think about it often, but every once in a while, in the years that followed, I'd catch Billy looking at me with an odd gleam in his eye -- that made me nervous. But it had stopped, and once he went away to college, I more or less forgot about it.

Well, when I was 17 Billy got married to Shanda, a really nice girl. They
were both barely graduated from college, and it looked like they had a nice
life ahead of them. Shanda came from a very wealthy family, and Billy started
working in her father's stockbroking firm, and quickly was promoted. Within
four years they had had a house, two nice cars, plenty of money -- everything they could want. Except a child. I'll never forget the day that Billy came over to the house and told us the doctors said Shanda could never have children. He was devestated.

I felt really bad for him. He and I had never been close, but over time
I'd stopped being mad at him for "fooling around" with me when I was younger. I'd gotten a psych degree, and I knew that it wasn't that abnormal. Plus, he'd stopped being a bossy older brother, and had been really nice to me when I was in college -- a couple times he sent me money just because -- said he knew I was a starving college student. And now, with the pain of Shanda's infertility shadowing his life, I thought I could help him. I was working in a bookstore that summer, waiting to get into grad school, since a plain psych degree was useless. I began to spend a lot of time with Billy and Shanda, trying to help them out. I had a lot of free time on my hands, since my boyfriend Jeff was on active duty in the Gulf. We'd been seeing each other for almost two years, and I was sure he was Mr. right. He was as religious as I was, and we both didn't believe in sex before marriage. I knew I was lucky to have someone like that, and I couldn't wait for him to come home at Christmas. He'd been hinting around that we'd maybe get engaged then, and I couldn't wait.

And then... one hot July night I stopped over Billy's house to take him
some dinner. Shanda had gone to Florida for the week to see her parents, and Mom wanted to be sure Billy ate right, since he'd probably subsist off of chips if no one was there to cook for him. I walked in the house -- I had a key -- and there was Billy, lying on the couch wearing a tee shirt and boxers. I put down the casserole Mom had sent, and walked over to him -- he looked like he was asleep. The air conditioning made the room artic, so I decided to cover him up. Just as I was reaching for the afghan -- his hand shot up and grabbed my arm.

He pulled me down on top of him, and before I knew it, we were on the
floor, with him on top of me, groping at me, pulling my sundress up. "Billy --
what are you doing," I shouted! "Stop it!" In response, he slapped me across the face, hard. It stunned me long enough for him to rip off my panties. "I'm gonna fuck you Laura" he said, his voice thick and urgent. I stared up in his face with shock -- he looked like a stranger. His face was flushed, his eyes glassy, and despite the chilly air in the room, his face was beaded with sweat.
"No -- no! I'm your sister -- you can't do this," I cried! He just laughed,
and fell on top of me, kissing my face, licking and sucking at my neck. My
futile struggles just inflamed his lust more. "I've got to fuck you Laura," he
gasped, as he pulled down his shorts. His manhood sprang out at me, huge,
swollen, and hard as a rock. "I've wanted to fuck you for years -- and I know
you want it too!" With that, he fell on top of me, and pried my legs open. I
screamed, and tried to push him away, but it was no use -- he was much too
strong for me. Before I knew it he was between my legs, and with one thrust, tore deep inside of me.

I screamed with pain, and he moaned with pleasure as he realized he had
taken my virginity. He began to thrust up and down inside me, over and over
again, moaning with pleasure as he raped me. "Oh Laura... man, you're so
tight... oh god" he called out as he pumped away furiously at me. I could only lay there and sob as my own brother raped me, feeling awash with shame as his powerful thrusts pushed us across the floor. I looked up at him once, and his face was smeary with bliss as he raped his only sister. "mmmm, good..." he moaned as he licked and sucked at my face. It seemed to go on forever. I closed my eyes, but I could feel his body shudder, I could still hear his grunts of pleasure, and winced when he called my name out in ecstasy. "Oh Laura -- you feel so good! Oh yeah... oh yeah... oh baby" he called. Finally, his movements grew more frantic, and with a final shuddering thrust, he came deep inside me, and collapsed on top of me. He laid there for what seemed like hours, trapping me beneath him. When he finally let me up, I ran straight out the door, went home, locked myself in the bathroom, and sobbed in the shower for hours.

I didn't report it. How could I? How could I tell the world that my own
brother had raped me? It would destroy my family -- my dad had a bad heart and telling him that his daughter had been raped by her own brother could kill him! No -- I didn't tell. I kept silent, avoided Billy at all costs whenever I
could. The few times I was forced to be around him, he acted like nothing was amiss, and I did too. It seemed best that way, to forget, pretend it never happened. I couldn't cope with it any other way.

And then -- three months later, as I sat on the examining table at my
family doctors, and heard him say "Laura, you're pregnant," I realized the
nightmare would never be over. I was pregnant with Billy's child, my own
brother had made me pregnant. There was no forgetting it now. Abortion was against my religion -- I would have to give birth to my brother's child, and my life was over.

[sk_33]

I told my parents first. Of course they wanted to know who the father
was -- since it couldn't have been Jeff. I made up a lame story about getting
drunk at a party -- and that I didn't know who my baby's father was. They were
devestated. We're a conventional Catholic family, and even in this day and
age, an unmarried, pregnant daughter was something to be ashamed of. I never
even got the chance to tell Jeff. Somehow, his sister heard about my pregnancy
and told him before I could. He sent me a letter, calling me a whore and a
slut, and broke up with me.

I will never forget the look on Billy's face when I told him that I was
pregnant with his child. He was delighted. "What's wrong with you!" I cried.
"I'm your sister! You raped me and now I'm pregnant with your baby! Aren't you
ashamed!" He shrugged, and said "Why do you think I raped you? I wanted to
make you pregnant. Shanda can't ever give me children, and if I divorced her,
I'd lose everything. She wanted to adopt, but I want a child of my own blood.
So, I raped you, got you pregnant, and once my child is born, Shanda and I will
adopt it. This way, I know it's mine". I could only stare at him, aghast. It
had all been planned! And now, I was pregnant by Billy, and had no choice but
to give birth to his baby. I laughed in his face and told him that unless he
wnted to identify himself as the father of my baby, there was nothing he could
do to keep me from giving it to strangers. That took the smug look off his
face -- he apparently hadn't thought of that.

The months passed with agonizing slowness. As my belly swelled bigger
and bigger with my brother's child, I grew more and more depressed. I spent
all of my time alone with my shame, at home. My family was ashamed of me and
my pregnancy. all of my friends had deserted me, and I knew the whole town was
talking about me. I guess that's why I got attached to the baby. There was no
one else to talk to, and it wasn't the baby's fault that I had been raped by my
brother. I'd lay awake at night and caress my bulging belly, wanting so much
to keep my baby, but knowing I couldn't. I was so young, only 21, and I had no
way to support myself, let alone a baby. My parents had made it clear that my
only choice was adoption -- they wouldn't support me and my baby. And I
couldn't stand the thought of handing my child over to strangers, never to see
it again.

And so... when I was eight months pregnant, I asked Mom to have Billy and
Shanda over to the house. I hadn't seen much of either of them, and the few
times I had seen Billy I ignored him. The whole family gathered around the
table, and I sobbed as I said I wanted Billy and Shanda to adopt my baby. It
was the only way. As much as I hated Billy for raping me and forcing me to
have his baby, he was still the child's father. This way, our baby would be
with one of his parents. And I could see him grow up. Shanda started crying
and thanking me over and over again. If she only knew what a monster she had
married!

Nine months after Billy raped me I gave birth to our son. Both Billy and
Shanda were there with me, and the nurse gave our son to Billy first. I never
hated him more than at that minute, watching him hold our baby. He had gotten
what he wanted, a child of his own, but at my expense. I barely saw my son at
all after the birth -- Shanda had him almost every moment. And once I signed
the adoption papers, I left town, courtesy of Shanda's family, who paid for two
years at the Sorbonne for me. It was better that way, everyone said. The baby
- who of course was named after Billy -- would be able to bond with his new
parents this way, and it would be easier on me.

It wasn't, it was so hard. In the two years that I was gone, I only saw
one picture of my son, taken when he was just a week old. No one mentioned him
in the letters and phone calls. I didn't see my son till he was two years old.
It took my breath away when I did see him -- he looked exactly like his father.
Which of course, everyone chalks up to his being the boy's uncle. Well,
eventually I moved away, and married a good man. Ted doesn't know about my
son, it's the family secret. Little Billy doesn't know that he was adopted,
and they plan on never telling him that his aunt is actually his mother. Ted
and I see the family once a year, and it's hard. I found out just this last
week that I can't have any more children myself. Ted says it doesn't matter,
but I am left knowing that I can never claim my son.

[sk_33]

Insemination

Summer TV generally sucked. It was only the second week
of summer vacation and I was already bored out of my
mind. We lived way out in the desert, out in the middle
of nowhere, ten miles away from the nearest anything,
and there was just nothing at all for us to do.

"Bored much, Tamesin?" asked my twenty-year-old sister,
Madison as she walked into the living room. She was
home from college for the summer.

"Yeah, kinda."

"Well, turn off the TV for a moment. I've got something
I wanted to talk with you about."

"Ok." I turned off the television and turned towards my
sister as she sat down on the couch next to me. "So
what's up?"

Madison took a deep breath. "Well. I need your help
with something."

"Ok."

"I'm working on an experiment for my classes."

"What kind?"

"It's a biological experiment."

I nodded. She was majoring both biology and psych. "Ok.
And?"

"Well... I plan to get pregnant. I want to have a baby
and use certain techniques to raise him or her."

"Oh. Ok. Sounds a little weird, but ok." I wasn't at
all clear where this was going. "What does this have to
do with me?"

Looking me in the eye, Madison said, "I want you to be
the father."

I was happy I was sitting down, or I probably would
have fallen over. "What?" I managed to say after three
tries.

"I want you to be the father of my baby."

"Uh... ok. There's like a billion things wrong with
that," I said. "I'm your brother and I only turned
thirteen just last month."

"You're a boy, and you're fertile," she said.
"Probably, anyhow. At thirteen you'll produce quite a
bit of sperm."

"Uh... yeah... but, like, if we, you know, had sex,
that would be illegal." I blushed at the very thought
of it.

"I wasn't proposing to have sex with you."

"Oh." I wasn't sure how to take that now.

"What I want you to do is to masturbate into a cup. You
bring me your sperm, I'll suck it up with these
eyedropper-like things, insert them into my vagina and
squirt your semen into me. That way I'll get pregnant
with your baby."

"Oh."

"See, there's lots of nonsense out there about
inbreeding. It's my hope that I can give birth to a
perfectly normal baby, raise it and have it turn out
just fine. I won't reveal that my brother fathered the
baby until he or she turns eighteen. By then the
Statute of Limitations would have expired, assuming
there's anything illegal about this, which I'm not sure
of."

"Oh."

"It's my contention," Madison went on, "that a child
born of brother/sister parentage will turn out to be
better than either. All the best attributes of both for
intelligence, looks, personality, etcetera."

"Oh."

"So what do you say?"

"Oh."

"Something more answer like than that would be nice,"
Madison pointed out.

I shook my head to clear it. "Uh... I don't know,
Madison. I mean, this whole thing sounds more than
little bit... I don't know. Weird."

She nodded. "I understand. You don't have to do it, but
it would be very helpful to me. The whole experiment
hinges on finding a baby who has a brother and sister
for parents and the best way to be sure of that is to
get pregnant by you."

For some reason, I had a raging hard on. I did my best
to ignore and it and decided to stall for time. "Can I
have a few days to think about it?"

"Sure. Try to make up your mind as soon as possible,
though. We only have the summer and this won't be the
most efficient way of making myself pregnant."

"What would be the most efficient way?" I asked
distantly.

"Well, having sex, obviously."

"Oh, right." I took a deep breath. "Ok. Look. I need
some time to think about this, ok? I'll let you know as
soon as I make up my mind."

"Fair enough. I'll talk with you later," Madison said
as she stood up and walked from the room.

There was no way I could sort this out easily,
especially given the distraction of my very hard penis.
I spent all day trying hard to figure out what to do.
Finally I ended up retiring to my bedroom, hoping that
I could lay down and think about this without any
distractions.

As I laid there on my bed, I thought about all the
possibilities. It might be really cool to have a baby
with my sister. It would kind of suck that I would be a
father without getting laid, but still. None of my
other friends had done anything similar.

While I thought about this, I reached down and unzipped
my pants, reaching inside to extract my penis and
stroking it slowly while thinking. It was a mind-
blowing idea. The more I thought about it, the more
that I liked it. Could I really say yes?

My orgasm hit me by surprise while I pictured my sister
pregnant with my baby. I had barely enough time to get
my hand under my penis and catch a handful of sperm
before it all splattered onto me. Moving awkwardly and
pulling up my pants without spilling any of my sperm, I
made my way out into the hall and knocked on my
sister's door.

She opened it. "Oh, hey, Tamesin. What's up?"

"Uh... I got something for you." Rather awkwardly and
feeling very embarrassed, I held out my spermy hand.

"Is that...?" She leaned close. "It is! Hold still!"

Madison vanished into her room and came back with what
looked like, and probably was, an eyedropper. She used
that to suck up as much of my sperm as she could.

"Thanks, Tamesin," she said, giving me a little hug.
"Next time try to get it in a cup, ok?" She handed me a
small plastic sleeve full of cups.

"Yeah, ok. When will we know when you're pregnant?"

"Well, I'll be doing pregnancy tests pretty often. I'll
let you know what happens each time, ok?"

"Ok."

"Ideally," she continued, "we'll need to be doing this
a couple times each day."

"Ok. I think I can manage that."

"Great!" Madison gave me another hug. "Well, I have to
get busy. See ya, and thanks!" She shut her door.

I stood there for a few seconds and then went back to
my bedroom, mind swimming with thoughts about what
Madison was doing right now.

[sk_33]

The next couple weeks crept past. Twice each day, once
in the morning and once at night, I would masturbate
into a cup and bring it to my sister. She'd take my
sperm, disappear into her bedroom and do her thing.
Hopefully we'd know soon if it had worked.

One morning just as I was getting ready to jerk off,
there was a little knock at my bedroom door. Opening
it, I saw Madison standing there.

"Hey, sis. What's up?"

"Well, Tamesin, I just took a pregnancy test."

My heart skipped a little. "And?" I asked carefully.

"I'm not pregnant yet."

"Oh." I wasn't sure how to feel.

"Don't worry, I'm sure we'll make this work," she said,
patting me on the shoulder.

"So why hasn't it worked yet?"

"Well... it's possible that too much of the sperm is
dying or becoming inactive in the time you ejaculate to
the time I get it inside my vagina. Two or three
minutes might not sound like much, but it can make a
difference."

"Ok."

"So what we need to do is somehow decrease the amount
of time. And to that end, I have an idea."

"Oh?"

Madison nodded. "What I'm wanting to do is this: next
time you masturbate, I'll be in the room with you, and
I'll just be wearing a bathrobe. That way when you
climax, I can get the sperm and get it inside me all
within less than a minute."

"So, you're going to be here while I'm jerking off?" I
wasn't too sure about this idea.

Madison shrugged. "I think it's the best way to get
this done."

"And you'll put my sperm in you while you're in here?"

"Yes."

I thought about that. "That might be interesting to
see."

"You're welcome to watch if you want. I can hardly say
no, seeing as it's your sperm that's going to be going
into me."

"Yeah." Despite my misgivings my penis had hardened up
considerably. "Ok. Do you want to do this right now?"

"Let me go get my stuff. I'll be right back." Madison
was gone and returned in less than two minutes. Once
she was back in my room she said, "Alright, I'm ready
when you are," and sat down on the chair at my desk.

Blushing and feeling really shy, I got on my bed and
pulled the blanket up over my body. I then reached into
my boxers and pulled out my hard penis, giving it a
couple tugs.

Madison was sitting there, watching me. This put me off
my game.

"Uh... would you mind... like... turning around or
something?"

"Oh! Sure, sorry." She turned around and faced the
wall, taking a book off my desk and looking through it.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget that my sister was
here as I began masturbating a little more. The blanket
was making a rhythmic rustling noise as I beat off, but
I tried my best to ignore that, hoping Madison wouldn't
hear it.

I tried my best to get off, but it just wasn't working.
Finally I had to give up. I sat back with an annoyed
sigh.

"What's wrong?" Madison asked.

"I just can't... you know... with you in here," I said,
feeling like a dork.

"Oh... well, I have an idea."

"What?"

Madison sat back and propped her legs up on either arm
of the chair, lifting and spreading them as she did so.
She had only a skirt on and, I knew now, no panties. I
was looking at my first ever real life vagina.

"Holy shit," I muttered.

"Does this help?" she asked, smiling a little as she
took a finger and rubbed it along her slit.

"Yeah... hell, yeah!" I said, grabbing hold of my penis
and stroking as fast as I could, no longer caring if my
sister saw.

"You should pull back the blanket," she said. "That way
you won't get any sperm on it."

"Ok." I pulled the blanket back, exposing my hard penis
to my sister for the first time, and leaving me
basically naked, since all I was wearing were boxers
that were pulled down. I began jerking as fast as I
could, knowing that now I would have no trouble
cumming. Seconds later, I let out a low moan and my
penis seemed to explode, sperm shooting out all over my
bare chest and hand.

"Wonderful!" my sister said, hoping down from the chair
and coming over to me. "Now hold still." She took one
of the little eyedroppers and held it against my
stomach, sucking up some of my sperm. She did the same
with another one and then sat back down, spreading her
legs wide.

Now my eyes went about as wide as Madison’s legs did,
as I watched her insert one of the eyedroppers into her
vagina and give it a squeeze. She followed suit with
the second one and then sat back looking pleased.

"Alrighty," my sister said, giving me a happy smile.
"With any luck, I'll be pregnant in a few minutes."

"Cool," I whispered, somewhat overwhelmed by the
thought.

Madison walked over and gave me a little kiss on the
cheek. "I'll see you later tonight," she said as she
walked off.

As for me, I laid back with a stupid little grin on my
face, my penis still slightly hard as I thought about
my sister being pregnant by me and as I thought about
how cool it had been to see her vagina.

[sk_33]

Another couple weeks went past, me ejaculating every
day and watching my sister suck it up into the
eyedropper for another round of attempted impregnation.
Each time she did it I had the joy of watching her
stick something into her vagina. She didn't always
masturbate with me, but at least I got to see my sperm
going into her.

Finally the day of the next pregnancy test came up. I
waited impatiently outside the bathroom while my sister
did her thing. After a few minutes she came out with a
little frown on her face.

I drooped a little. "Not pregnant?"

"No."

"I'm sorry," I said, feeling somehow responsible for my
sperm not doing their job. Get to work, guys! I wanted
to shout.

"That's ok, we'll just keep trying," Madison said,
giving me a little kiss on the cheek. "You up for it
right now?"

"Hell, yeah."

"Good. Let's go."

It wasn't too much longer after the conversation that I
had yet another orgasm while my sister watched and
waited. It wasn't the best orgasm I'd ever had, but it
certainly wasn't bad. I laid back and watched as she
sucked up my sperm with her two eyedroppers. Suddenly
an idea occurred to me.

"Hey, Madison, wait a second," I said as she was
getting ready to put the eyedropper into her vagina.

"What?"

"Can I..." I blushed a little, despite the fact that I
was currently naked, laying on top of my bed with some
remnants of sperm on my stomach while my semi-naked
sister was sitting across from me with two eyedroppers
of semen ready to stick into her vagina. "Would you
mind... I mean... can I... like... put it in you?"

"The sperm?"

"Yeah."

"Uh... well, sure, I guess." She handed me the
eyedroppers and said, "Here, let me lay on your bed.
It'll be easier that way."

"Ok."

I moved aside as my sister got comfy on my bed. Once
she was settled she spread her legs high and wide and
said, "Ok. You think you know where it goes?"

"I think so." Shaking a little I reached out and poked
the first eyedropper against what I thought was the
right place. "Here?"

"Yes."

Very slowly I began to insert the eyedropper, thinking
how cool it was to see it sliding into Madison's
vagina. Once it was all the way inside I gave it a
little squeeze, seeing my sperm shoot up into her. It
was way cool. I did this again with the second one and
by the time I was done my penis was massively hard
again.

"That was sweet," I said, sitting back a little.

"Glad you liked it." Madison smiled at me.

I looked down at my penis. "Uh... if you want, I can
give you some more right now?"

Madison laughed. "Let's save it for later tonight, ok?"

"Ok."

She sat up and gave me a little hug. "I'll see you
later!" she said, gathering up her things and heading
back to her bedroom.


* * *


For another month Madison and I continued this little
ritual. Now things were getting a little more tense,
however, since there were only three weeks before she
had to go back to college. We were both very hopeful
that her next pregnancy test would show a plus rather
than a minus.

"Negative."

No such luck.

"Damnit!" I said, feeling annoyed.

"Don't worry," Madison said, putting her hand on my
shoulder. "We'll make this work. I have a little idea
to try. I'll meet you in your bedroom in a couple
minutes."

"Ok."

I went to my bedroom and got naked, laying on top of my
bed, idly stroking my penis and wondering what
Madison's plans were.

When she came into my room, my sister was wearing a
bathrobe. She said, "Ok, here's the idea. The problem
is probably a matter of too much of your sperm dying
before I get it into my vagina. So I'm thinking that
what I'll do is lay on my back and when you get ready
to cum, you hold your penis right up against the
entrance to my vagina. That way your sperm should go
directly from you into me without any problems."

"Oh!" I thought about this. "Uh... sure, ok."

Madison pulled the bathrobe off and was now entirely
naked. I'd seen her vagina more times than I could
count, but hadn't ever seen her breasts before. If I
hadn't already had a major hard on, this certainly
would have given me one. She laid on my bed next to me.

"Right, now get between my legs as you masturbate. Then
when you're about to cum, just move really close and
put your penis right here," she said, spreading her
vagina open and showing me the small hole I'd gotten
familiar with lately.

"Ok."

I crouched between my sister's legs and stared directly
at her vagina as I started masturbating. It was a
beautiful view! As I masturbated I thought about how
incredibly cool it was that I might, with any luck, be
a father in nine months as a result of our activities!
Wow!

These thoughts, as they often did, drove me ever closer
to an orgasm. As I felt it building up, I whispered to
Madison, "I'm gonna cum soon..."

"Quick, put it right here!" my sister said, holding her
vagina wide open.

I moved forward, touching the tip of my penis to her
wetness. I pushed slightly, just enough for a little
bit of the tip to go in, and then started cumming
harder than I'd ever cum before. I my best to keep
myself steady, hoping that enough of my sperm would get
inside my sister to make a difference.

When I was done cumming, I sat back, a tiny string of
semen connecting the tip of my penis to my sister's
vagina. It snapped eventually. I saw just a tiny bit of
sperm leaking out of her, but not a great deal. I hoped
most of it had ended up inside.

"Do you think it worked?" I asked as I sat back on my
knees.

"I hope so!" Madison said, continuing to lay on her
back, letting my sperm flow into her body. "I think it
probably helped, at least. Much more of your sperm
should have survived the trip this time."

"Cool." I looked at her vagina and pictured my little
boys swimming. "It's really kind of... awesome to think
about, you know?"

"Yeah."

I laid down next to her. "What are you going to do with
the baby once it's born?"

Madison shrugged. "I'll raise it and take good care of
it. No one will know who the father is until the baby
is eighteen, and then you'll get the credit you
deserve." She smiled at me.

"Cool." I grinned back.

"I hope if it's a boy he winds up looking like you,"
Madison said, smiling at me.

"Really?"

"Yeah. You're a good looking boy." She ran her fingers
down my bare chest. "Especially when you're naked."

I giggled a little. "You're pretty nice naked, too."

Madison let her hand drift down my body. She let it
come to a rest on my still hard penis. She'd never
touched me there before. As she gave it a couple slow
strokes, she said, "It's very nice thinking that
because of this, I'll have a baby."

I let out the breath I'd been holding since she touched
me. "Yeah..."

"Tamesin?"

"Yeah?"

"You think you can cum again?"

"Like now? Yeah."

"Well... get between my legs again. We can try
something else." My sister's voice had an odd quality
to it.

"Ok." I got up and knelt between her legs, looking down
at her vagina. "Now what?"

"Put your penis against my vagina again."

"Ok." I did so.

"Now..." Madison reached up and put her hands on my
shoulders, tugging me down towards her. "Lower yourself
down a little."

"Uh... ok." I lowered my body down on top of my sister.
It was hard to keep my penis positioned just right,
though. I started feeling an odd sensation around the
tip. "Uh... Madison?" I asked, putting two and two
together as I felt a strange, warm wetness work itself
around the tip of my penis and then slowly along the
shaft.

"Shhh..."

"But I think I'm-"

She put her fingers on my lips. "Shhh..."

"But... I'm going into you..." I whispered.

"I know..." she said, pulling me closer.

"Oh, god," I whispered, feeling the last bit of my
thirteen-year-old virgin penis sliding into place deep
inside my sister's tight twenty-year-old vagina. My
sister and I locked eyes as my pubic hair merged with
hers. Sparks of pleasure were shooting from my penis
and going out all over my body. I'd never felt anything
so amazing! I was actually inside a girl!

"What do you think?" Madison asked me quietly. I could
feel her heart beating fast inside her chest.

"I think... I... oh, it's wonderful..."

"You think you can... move it around a little...?"

"Yeah..." I flexed my hips, feeling my penis move
slightly inside my sister's vagina. It felt good, so I
kept doing it. It was sweet.

Under me, Madison was moving around, wrapping her legs
around my waist, moaning a little and shivering with
pleasure. She started whispering into my ear, "Fuck me,
little brother... fuck me... give me a baby... fuck
me..."

I began fucking as fast as I could, trying hard not to
slip out of Madison. Hearing her talk like that,
realizing that I was actually fucking a girl and that I
might get, I hoped, get her pregnant, was so fantastic
I couldn't believe it.

Soon my thrusts became very rapid and short. I started
breathing very, very hard as the pleasure swept over my
young body. Then I let out a grunt of pure joy as my
penis began firing off inside my sister's heavenly
vagina. I fired off several hard blasts of sperm into
her.

As soon as I was done cumming, I fell on top of her,
totally overwhelmed by everything I'd experienced, my
sister gently stroking my hair and whispering, "You did
good, little brother... you did real good..."

We fucked every chance we had after that. Almost every
time we did it, I was on top of her, the logic being
that my sperm would have a better chance of getting her
pregnant that way. I didn't really care too much at
this point. All I knew is that I was getting as much
sex as any young boy could hope for.

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My sister eventually went back to school. She took the
last pregnancy test while she was there. She told me in
a very excited phone call that it had been positive. A
little chill went through my body as she told me that I
was going to be a father in a few months.

Now a year has gone by since my sister first asked me
the favor. Our baby daughter was born a couple months
ago. She's healthy, happy and doing well as is Madison.
I don't know exactly how the baby will turn out in the
long run, and it does feel kind of weird to be a father
at my age, but I knew that with Madison taking care of
her everything would, hopefully, work out ok in the
end.

END

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The Wedding Gift or That's What Friends Are For, Silly

He was in me and he'd soon drive his seed into me, filling me. He was thrusting harder and faster now and I knew he was about to come. Then I felt him start to throb inside me, and I knew he was pumping his semen deep into me, coursing and racing up into my womb to impregnate the egg inside me and make our baby grow. Our baby.

I grabbed his hips, pulled him into me and cried, "OhYes! God Yes! In...me...come...in...me!

Oh!! God! Sooo good...yes...Oh God!! Oh GodYes! God Yes!!".

As he jerked and gushed I began to shudder and constrict, milking every drop of his sweetness from him. But even as the orgasm consumed me, I remembered. I remembered last night. I remembered the wedding gift.

I remembered, and I knew.

Terri, Donna and Ronnie were childhood friends from the old neighborhood. I hadn't seen them in over a year, not since I got the receptionist's job where I met Daniel. My life had changed so much and I hardly ever thought about the old days, but I had to invite them to the wedding, if only to show them how it pays off to be good and wait for the right guy to come along.

They showed up at my door with their boyfriends the Wednesday before the wedding. I shouldn't have been surprised how awkward things were at first. Donna was still going out with Nicky, and Ronnie brought some guy I didn't know named Vinnie, but I didn't expect Terri to be with Tony!

Everyone knew about Tony. He was the handsomest guy in the neighborhood. He was always bragging about all the girls he'd had sex with and how many of them he'd knocked up. We all knew he was the father of both Terri and Ronnie's kids.

Like a lot of girls, Terri's first time was with Tony. They only did it a few times but that was enough to get Terri pregnant. Poor Ronnie was having sex with all kinds of guys and lucking out. Then she got scared, I guess, and stopped cold for almost a month, but just once she let Tony sweet talk his way into her pants and that's when she got nailed.

I don't think Ronnie or Terri ever told anybody but Donna and me, but everybody knew just the same. Some of the guys said he could make a girl pregnant just by looking at her. I thought it was disgusting the way all the guys and even the adults seemed proud of him.

I was alone with him once. Ronnie and I had gone to the movies, and we were walking home when he pulled up in his car and asked us if we wanted a ride home. I didn't want to but Ronnie said, "Sure," and we got in the front seat with Ronnie in the middle.

He wrapped his big arm around Ronnie so that his hand was on her right boob, she snuggled up against his chest, and they started French kissing each other for what seemed like a long time. Finally, they pulled apart and we drove off. Then Ronnie just unzipped his fly, pulled his cock out of his pants and started rubbing it! It was like I wasn't even there! As I watched, his hand was mashing her boob while she jerked at his prick, all the while driving down the street!

That was the first time I'd ever seen a guy's cock. It was huge! It stuck way up out of his lap. Its purple head almost as big as my fist and Ronnie's hand almost didn't fit all the way around it! I couldn't imagine having anything that big up inside me.

Tony's hand had dropped down to Ronnie's lap and was pulling up her skirt. Ronnie put her head down and started licking that big knob at the top of his dick. Then she put it in her mouth while I watched Tony push aside her panties and stick his finger up into her pussy. I could see that Ronnie was dripping wet, and her hips started going up and down.

But then Tony pulled over, because we were at Ronnie's house. Tony pulled his fingers out and said, "C'mon, Sugarcup, time to go." Then he pulled Ronnie's head off his prick and started to kiss her again while he opened the door on his side.

Ronnie's hips were still twitching as he practically dragged her out of the car, still kissing her. They stood at the curb and they kissed some more while he grabbed her ass and ground his still-exposed cock up between her legs. Then he let her go, jumped back into the car, and before I could get out, he drove away.

"So, Sweetlips, where am I taking you?", he said as he stretched his arm across the back of he seat, his fingertips brushing against my shoulder. I was speechless. I couldn't stop staring at the pole sticking straight up out of his crotch.

"C'mon, Honeyhips, what do you want?" I pulled eyes away long enough to see him watching my breasts rock up and down. I suddenly realized how hard
I was breathing and how soaked my panties were. One of my legs was pulled up onto the seat and I was practically pointing my pussy at him! I found one of my hands pressed hard against my thigh. Had I been fondling myself? My God, maybe he really could have any girl he wanted.

I tried to compose myself, brushing my skirt back down. I quickly turned my head and stared out the front window. "I w-want to go h-home", I stammered.

"Home it is, Juicyfruit." He stroked my cheek with the back of his hand and then pulled his arm away and popped open the glove compartment. He said, "You wanna stick?" I looked down at his hand in front of me and in it was a pack of gum.

For some reason, I suddenly found the situation I was in incredibly funny. Here I was, alone in the car of the sexiest man in town, my panties soaked and my skirt probably stained as well, his enormous cock poking out of his zipper for all the world to see, and he was offering me gum. I started laughing.

"Sure", I said, and took a piece. I looked over and he was smiling warmly. I swear he had the softest blue eyes I'd ever seen.

I couldn't help it. My eyes fell back onto the behemoth between his legs. "I hope you don't mind," he said, "if I leave it out. It just feels so good." With feathery caresses, his fingers lightly fondled his monster spike just below it's head. I felt myself starting to get wet again.

His voice became husky. "God, that feels good." He glanced over and down. "You feeling good, too? Good. That's good." My hand was between my legs, my fingers stroking up and down the length of my pussy lips. As the two of us gasped and moaned he twisted the steering wheel and slammed on the brakes.

He could have taken me then and there. I half-expected him to drag me down onto the seat, rip my panties off and stab that behemoth cock of his right up my pussy. And I would have spread my legs wide, grabbed his ass and forced his spike deep into me.

But he didn't. His back arching, he just thrust his head back and pumped his hand up and down his cock. Between grunts he rasped, "Sugarcup-- touch me-- here--." With my left hand, I reached over and wrapped my hand around the giant spike. Instantly he erupted.

The power of his ejaculation shocked me! His cock shuddered in my hand, and a stream of semen exploded out of it! The first jet slammed against the ceiling of the car and spattered everywhere, all over the seat and the dashboard-- and us! His cock throbbed again and another surge ricocheted off the ceiling, then another and another! There seemed to be no end to it. It was on my face and in my hair, on my arms and legs and all over my dress.

Finally the spurts stopped hitting the ceiling and it just gushed out onto his lap and coated my fingers. My whole body was streaked with his sperm. I felt it running down my neck, onto my breasts and between them, seeping down further, along my stomach, pooling in my bush. I felt it rolling down my thighs and dribbling between my still-active fingers in my pussy. I thrilled at the silky film under my fingertips and I deeply massaged the slickness into my clit. My whole body shuddered and I fell back against the door of the car.

We were both sitting there panting and I absent-mindedly wiped my cum-covered hand on the skirt of my dress. I looked down at the stickiness coating my hands and thighs, and my heart stopped: I'd just been rubbing his seed into my pussy!

I could have just made myself pregnant! I blindly grabbed for the door handle, and practically fell out of the car. I didn't even look back. I just ran home as fast as I could, ignoring his laughter. I was lucky my parents weren't home, because I couldn't have explained why I was such a mess. I ran into the bathroom, flung off my clothes, jumped into the shower and scrubbed myself for over an hour.

I was really scared for almost a month. I told Terri about it the next day, but she just laughed and told me I couldn't get pregnant unless the semen was pushed way up into my womb. "And it couldn't have gotten up there, Gina", she said, "'cause you still got your cherry, right?"

That made me relax a little, but then, when Ronnie told us she was late, I started getting worried again. When my period finally came, I was so relieved. I swore I wouldn't ever get out of control like that again. I'd go out with guys and I'd let them kiss me, but that was it. The one time I let myself go I almost screwed up my life and that was close enough for me. I decided then and there that I wouldn't have sex with anyone but my husband.

I told Terri about my decision and she told me I was crazy. "You're going to be a real drag to be around, Precious. Nobody's gonna want to have anything to do with you." Sure enough, a few guys went out with me, but when I made it clear I'd only go so far, they stopped calling. Even Terri and the girls stopped hanging around with me. It seemed like the only person who did want to talk to me was Tony. He'd call a couple of times a month, but I'd just hang up on him. Then I got the receptionist job across town, and I moved away from Terri and Ronnie and Donna-- and Tony.

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For a long time after I moved I had dreams about Tony drilling that gargantuan prick up into me. I'd wake up all sweaty, my thighs soaked and sore. Those dreams stopped when I met Daniel.

He started working at the office around the same time I did. He was fresh out of college and really smart! And he was so nice! Once I confided in him that I was really nervous about doing a good job, and he told me he was just as nervous as I was but he just tried not to show it.

One night, the two of us were working late, and he asked me out afterward for a drink. I had so much fun that night. He was so funny and easy to talk to. When we got ready to leave, I knew he'd want to take me to his place and when I told him no, well, that would be the end of that. He really surprised me when he drove me right home, walked me to the door, gave me the hottest kiss I'd ever had, and then just left. I fell for him
hard.

Soon we were going out all the time, and eventually he told me his "dark secret". He was still a virgin, too! He decided when he was a teenager that he wouldn't have sex until he found the right girl, and even then, he'd wait until his wedding night.

One night we were at his place watching a movie. He told me he'd gotten a promotion and now he was making enough money to start a family. He pulled a box out of his pocket and opened it. It was a ring with the biggest diamond I'd ever seen! That's when he asked me to marry him.

The arrangements seemed to take forever, but Daniel wanted my wedding to be perfect. And he made sure I invited all my old friends, even though I wasn't sure that they'd fit into my new life.

Still, he insisted, so I called Terri and Donna and Ronnie and told them all the details. They all sounded so happy for me, and promised to make the wedding.

So here we all were. Me, Ronnie and Vinnie, Donna and Nicky and Terri -- and Tony. I couldn't help it, but I stared at him for a long time. I'm sure he noticed, because he looked at me with that piercing gaze and warm smile of his, just like that night in his car. I felt a little shiver in my belly that frightened me a bit.

I tore my eyes away, and looked at Terri. "Did you bring Annette?" Her daughter had to be almost two by now.

"No, she's at Donna's mom's house with the other kids," Terri replied, "We left them home because they'd get in the way on Friday. We're throwing a bachelorette party for you."

"Oh, no, you can't! Not on Friday. There's so much I still have to do."

"That's what your bridesmaid's for. Danny's sister can handle all that leftover stuff. We've already got it all set up back at the hotel for Friday night. You can't spoil the surprise."

"What surprise?"

"She can't tell you, silly, " Donna chirped, "it's a surprise!" Ronnie and Donna looked at each other and started giggling. Terri joined in, and it was so infectious that the four of us were laughing and giggling as if we'd never been apart. The three guys even started to smile, but the way they were looking at me made me a bit uneasy.

Tony, especially, made me edgy. He was still staring at me with those incredible blue eyes of his. I couldn't believe it but I still got all hot and runny just by being so close to him. I was relieved when they left. Wicked thoughts were going through my mind that made me ashamed. It was a good thing that Tony wasn't going to be at the "bachelorette party" on Friday.

I told Karen, Daniel's sister, about the party and she said not to worry, that she had everything under control. I asked her if Terri had invited her. Karen said no but guessed that Terri probably planned it for just my friends from my old neighborhood. She didn't have a problem with that, either. She just told me to have a good time and she'd see me Saturday afternoon to help me get ready. Karen's such a good person.

Donna came early Friday afternoon to pick me up for the party. She was wearing a long coat, which surprised me, because it wasn't that cold outside. I understood why she was wearing it when we got to their room. They'd taken the most expensive suite in the hotel. Terri and Ronnie were waiting for us in the bedroom. It had the biggest bed I'd ever seen.

Terri and Ronnie were both sitting cross-legged on the bed, wearing skimpy little baby dolls, cut really low. The way they were sitting, I could see they weren't wearing panties. Donna threw off the coat, and she only had on a teddy that hardly covered her bare bush. "Ooh, that made me really hot, walking around out there with just this on. I really wanted to flash the desk clerk."

"Why didn't you?", asked Ronnie.

"And spoil Gina's surprise? No way!"

Terri handed me a tiny slip of cloth. "Put this on." She saw the look on my face, and said, "C'mon, Gina, this'll be like old times. The four of us at a sleepover, except this time we won't have to worry about running out of booze or weed! It's a pajama party, Gina, your last one, and it'll be the best one ever!"

Donna had lit a joint, and was sucking on it while Terri was talking, and now she handed it to me. "Wow, I haven't had any smoke in years. I don't know."

"Look," said Terri, "you don't have to be at the church until late tomorrow. I promise we'll get you to the church on time." Donna started to giggle. "This is your last night of freedom, so why don't you just let go? You're among friends, y'know."

"Oh, what the heck," I said, and sucked at the joint.

"Hooray, she ain't dead yet", Ronnie cried. "Honey, we were getting worried about you."

"I'm sorry, Ronnie. I don't mean to be a stick in the mud, but my life
is so different now."

Terri handed me a drink. "Gina, you've been different ever since I've
know you, and after you and Tony got off together, you've been just plain
boring." I blushed at the mention of that night. "But all that's gonna change tonight." she went on. "Nowgo get comfortable, and leave the bra and panties in the bathroom. Scoot, girl!"

I took a sip of the drink. "What's in this?", I asked.

Through her giggles, Donna said, "That would be telling!!"

In the bathroom, I slipped out of my clothes and put on the teddy. It
practically had no front at all, and barely reached my navel. The drink
and the joint must have affected me already, because I started to get really turned on by my own reflection in that outfit. It really showed off my full, firm breasts, my slim waist and my wide hips. I was really hot-looking, I thought. I hoped Daniel thought so when he saw me for the first time like this. I started pressing my hands against my body, imagining his chest pressing down on my breasts, and his cock rubbing between my pussy lips. My fingers started to wander down between my legs when I heard Terri's voice from the bedroom. " C'mon out of there, Gina! Don't be such a prude!"

A prude? Here I was in a hotel room, standing in front of a mirror in
next to nothing with my hand in my pussy, and I'm a prude? So, I'm boring,
eh? I'll show them! I pulled deeply on the joint and hammered down half the drink. Then I sauntered out into the bedroom, swaying my hips and fondling my breast with my free hand. I slithered onto the bed, finished the drink, took another long drag off the jay and then fell onto my back with my arms
above my head, my back thrusting my breasts up and my feet tucked near my
rump with one knee in the air and the other spread out on the bed, leaving
my thighs wide apart.

"Whoa," Ronnie said, laughing at my display, "maybe you got some moves
after all!"

Donna looked at Terri. "This'll be easier than we thought."

"Shut it, girl," Terri snapped. Then she looked at me and smiled.
"Don't spoil the surprise."

"What," I asked, "there's more?"

"Lots more," Ronnie snickered. "You just lay there and relax. We'll be taking good care of you tonight. Now, don't hog all the grass. Take another +++e and pass it here. Looks like you need another drink."

I wasn't sure that I did. I was feeling really fuzzy. I thought, heck, I hadn't let myself go in, like, forever. This was so nice, kicking back, being with my friends. I felt safe. Why not just let go?

We talked and giggled and drank and smoked for the whole afternoon and I got really drunk and really high for the first time in years. We laughed at all the stunts we used to pull, and they told me all the news in the old neighborhood: who'd gotten married, who'd had babies, who was with who. I couldn't hold it in anymore; I had to ask Terri how she snagged Tony.

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"I didn't," she squeaked, trying to keep the smoke in her lungs. She gave it up and blew it out. "He's just here to check out the guy that got you."

"Is gonna get her," Donna corrected.

"Yeah, that's right, you ain't been got yet!" We all started screaming with laughter over that. We were all pretty wasted. I know I was.

"Y'know, Gina", Terri continued, "you're probably the only girl in the neighborhood who Tony's never had in the sack".

Ronnie looked at me and said, "Probably the only girl Tony ain't made a mommy, either!"

Donna twittered, "Not me! I guess I'm the only girl Tony's ever screwed that he didn't get pregnant."

Ronnie shot back, "That's only because you already had Nicky's baby in the oven!"

"And Nicky still gives me all his honey, babe," Donna taunted Ronnie, "he ain't like Vinnie." She looked at me. "When Ronnie told him he'd knocked her up, he dropped her flat, just like Tony does. The only reason Vinnie's here is for the-- the wedding." I looked at Ronnie's belly, and sure enough, there was the beginning of a bulge. I couldn't help thinking about tomorrow night and the baby Daniel was going to make in me.

Ronnie smiled at Donna. "You ain't getting all of Nicky's honey, honey," she mocked. "Who do you think knocked up Marie?"

"Hey! Nicky said he couldn't help it. That bitch was asking for it!" Donna threw a pillow at Ronnie. Ronnie knocked it away with her arm. She sprung across the bed, jumped on top of Donna and started to play-wrestle with her.

I guess all the talk about making babies was getting us all hot, because the two of them started grinding their hips at each other. Watching them
writhing on the bed, I started to rub my pussy. I looked over at Terri and her hand was buried between her legs, too. She looked at me, and the two of us fell together back onto the bed and started stroking each other just like we
used to in the old days.

Terri took one of my nipples in her mouth and started sucking at it while she stroked at my clit. I got busy on her breasts and pussy. Pretty soon, my hips started rutting up and down. We used to get each other off all the time. I couldn't even remember the last time and it felt so very good!

But just before I went off, she suddenly stopped and said, "I think it's time, girls."

Donna and Ronnie both moaned but pulled themselves apart. I was moaning, too. "Oh, don't stop, don't stop."

"Just for a bit, Precious," Terri said. "We won't let that honeypot of yours get cold. Get that hand away from there. It's time for your gift."

"My gift?"

"You told me on the phone that you and your Danny want to start making babies right away. You want Danny to make you pregnant on your wedding
night, right?"

Ronnie was rummaging in the nightstand. "Terri told us you even planned it so you'd be most likely to get pregnant on your wedding night.

It was true, or close enough to it. I'd miscalculated only by a day, because it was actually tonight that I was at my peak fertility. We really wanted to go right from the ceremony to our wedding bed and to hell with the guests. We'd do it right there on the altar after the "I do"s if the minister'd let us. My hips were thumping on the bed just thinking about it.

Terri patted my belly and said, "Sweetheart, we're going to make sure you get pregnant." She curled my bush with her fingers. "We're going to show you how!"

I was confused. "How are you--".

"Gina, we love you, but you're really inexperienced. Do you want to just trust in fate that you'll do it right the first time? Look as all of
us 'fertile Myrtles'. None of us got pregnant the first time. It even took Tony a few tries to plant his baby inside me. A pussy full of sperm
doesn't guarantee it'll get up to your eggs, you know. You don't want to waste your Danny's seed on your wedding night, do you?"

As she talked, her hand pressed rhythmically on my mound, and she stressed her words by tweaking my clit with her fingertips. My hips were rocking back and forth with her rhythm.

"N-no", I replied. What a terrible tragedy it would be if I didn't do it right and I didn't get pregnant! I got really sad thinking about how I almost ruined my wedding night!

"Then you just let us show you what to do, and you'll get pregnant for sure! See how much we love you?"

I sat up and hugged Terri. I was so lucky to have such caring friends. "Oh, Terri, thank you! You're so good to me. This is the best present you
could have given me! Thank you, all of you!"

Terri and Ronnie grinned at each other. Donna started to giggle. Ronnie said, "That's what friends are for, silly!" She slid across the bed and hugged me. Then she pulled me down so I was lying on my back again and started kissing me, her tongue filling my mouth. Donna came over and took one of my nipples into her mouth, and Terri started licking and nipping at the other one. Ronnie slid down the length of my body and jabbed her tongue
deep between my pussy lips and I thrust my hips up to her lapping mouth.

I knew I was about to have the strongest orgasm of my entire life, but just before I went over the edge, Terri called a halt.

"Ronnie, did you get them out of the nighttable? Show them to her."

While Donna massaged my breasts, Ronnie pulled her head up and crawled over to the edge of the bed. Donna and Terri slid out of the sheer material they were wearing, then pulled the teddy I was wearing over my head. Ronnie threw off the baby doll she had on, then reached into the nightstand drawer and pulled out two very large dildos.

Terri took one of them and put it right above my face so I could get a good look at it. It was long, thin and dark with a rough texture. The head of it was bulbous with a small hole in the center, and at its base was two spongy-looking balls.

Then she showed me the other one. It was shorter but a lot thicker and it's texture was much rougher. It also had a hole at the tip and an elastic set of bulbs at the base.

"Guys come in different sizes, Gina," she said. I started to giggle because she was beginning to sound like my eight-grade Health teacher.

"This one", she said, gesturing with the long dildo, "is kind of like Nicky's. He's pretty long, but not so thick around. This one", gesturing with the other one, "is like Vinnie's. He's not as long as Nicky, but he's much thicker. Some lucky guys are both long and thick, like Tony. Now, what's your Danny like? Is he long or thick or both?"

"I don't know. I've never seen Daniel's cock." I'd never said "Daniel's cock" out loud before, and I shivered as I said it.

"Well, we'll have to show you how to work with all kinds, then. We don't have a long, thick dildo, but we can work that out later."

I went to reach for them, but Terri stopped me. "Uh-uh. Not yet." She gave the long one to Donna and the thick one to Ronnie, and they both laid back on the bed with their legs apart, their knees up and their pussies facing me. "Now watch closely, Gina," Terri said as she lightly stroked my thighs. "There's a different technique for the different sizes. Donna, you go first."

Donna grasped the dildo with both hands and brought it down between her legs. She pushed its tip against her so that it separated her pussy lips.
Then she started sliding the head up and down along the folds. As she pushed the cock down, she lifted up her hip to meet it. Each downward thrust seemed to bury it deeper into her, until the entire head was engulfed by her labia. She slid it up one final time and then violently drove her hips up as she jabbed the dildo into her. Her pussy swallowed the entire length of it so that the balls at its end was flat against her ass.

With her hips raised high, she rapidly pushed and pulled it in and out of her. "See how she keeps her hips up?", Terri asked. "That's so the cock has maximum penetration." Terri's breathing was getting short and fast, and her hands on my body were getting more intense. Watching Donna was getting us both hot.

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"Terri, I can't wait anymore," Ronnie said. "I gotta have this in me." With that, she poked her dildo between her thighs and with one smooth motion pushed it up into her to the hilt. She also started pistoning it back and forth.

The two of them were moaning and writhing around on the bed, and, to be honest, I couldn't see much difference in "technique". What I did see was making me horny beyond belief! Terri's hand was still sliding up and down my thighs. I grabbed it, pressing it hard against my clit and bucking my hips into it.

But Terri, although her hips were undulating, too, didn't sound pleased. She pulled her hand away. "I knew this was going to happen. I'm sorry, Gina," she said, stroking my hair. "These girls have no control at all." She started yelling, "We're supposed to be teaching Gina, not just getting off!"

Donna and Ronnie both stopped their gyrations, leaving the dildos deep within them. "I'm sorry, Terri," said Ronnie, sitting up, "But I told you it wouldn't be the same. This thing inside me is a little like Vinnie, but it's not Vinnie!"

"And," Ronnie added, "This thing ain't Nicky, either! And you couldn't even find anything that could match up to Tony!"

"I know, I know. I just wanted to give Gina a gift that would make her happy." She looked down at me and stroked my breasts. I couldn't seem to stop my hips from heaving up and down. "I'm really sorry, Precious. It's not going to work. I thought the fake cocks would be enough, but we can't really show you unless we have the real thing."

"I'm sorry, too," said Ronnie, sliding over to caress me. "I really wish I could show you. If Vinnie were here, I know I could do it right".

"And if Nicky was with me, you'd really see how it's done," said Donna, slipping down between my legs and rubbing her cheek on my still-twitching mound.

"You know, girls," said Terri, brightening, "the guys are just in the next room, and they know what we're up to. Why couldn't they help, too?"

Ronnie sat up. "Yeah, why not? Gina, we could do it right for you! We can still teach you!"

"We can still make your wedding night perfect," added Donna, who was
running a fingertip up and down my between my legs as my hips continued
their perpetual rutting.

"What do you think, Gina? Should we get the guys?", asked Terri, as she
caressed the underside of my breasts.

I was so high and horny that I really didn't care. I just wanted my orgasm to come. Still, I wanted my wedding night to be just right. "I-- I guess. S-sure," I gasped.

"Good," cried Terri. "Ronnie, go get the guys. Oh, Gina," she said,
pressing her breasts against mine, "this will be so much better. You'll
see."

Ronnie didn't even get dressed. She just walked out of the bedroom and
came back just a few seconds later. The three guys came in with her and I
guess if I wasn't in such a stoned frenzy

I would have gotten frightened. They were as naked as we were!

Nicky sat on the bed next to Donna and put his arm around her. Vinnie
and Ronnie sprawled themselves along the edge of the bed with Vinnie in
front. Instead of sitting next to Terri, who was still next to me stroking
my breasts, Tony sat cross-legged on the other side of me, facing me.

My pelvis was uncontrollable. I couldn't stop it from beating against the mattress, and being naked in the same bed with three naked men only
made me hornier! My eyes went wide. I'd never seen a man totally nude
before in the flesh, and here was three of them! I couldn't take my eyes
off them. Nicky's chest was practically hairless, but Vinnie's chest had a
lot of hair on it, but nowhere near as much as Tony's.

I stared at the cock that sprung straight out at me from the dark curly
mat that covered Vinnie's groin. It was real thick like the dildo that was
still inside Ronnie. Just like the dildo between Donna's legs, Nicky's was real long, sticking straight up from his lap.

But the dildos didn't keep on twitching and shaking like theirs did. Nicky's kept on bouncing against his stomach, and Vinnie's was bobbing all about. As I stared at Vinnie's thick prick, it started to ooze, and a thick milky bead of fluid formed on the tip, and then dropped onto the bed. I looked up, and Vinnie was hungrily eyeing my body. So was Nicky. It was the first time I'd ever been naked in front of a man before, and I felt their eyes dance across my swollen nipples, my heaving breasts and my quivering pussy.

I looked up and there was Tony, his impossibly blue eyes ravaging me. His chest was immense and covered with thickly matted hair that spread down his flat stomach and pooled in his lap. And rising full and hard from the nest below his belly was that monster of his, throbbing and alive! It twitched with each pulse of blood that ran through the thick vein that ran along the length of its underside. It's massive head was slick from the filmy fluid that was seeping out of the tip. At its base, his immense scrotum was plump and tight.

"So who's first?", Vinnie grunted.

"Just hold on," Terri said. "You guys are really nice offering to help us with Gina's wedding gift, but we gotta do her right. The first thing we really need to do is get the guys in the mood."

Ronnie poured more of that mystery liquor into glasses and passed them around. Terri lifted my head and put the glass to mylips. I guess I was really thirsty, because I emptied the tumbler. One of the joints got around to me and I took a long pull, sucking the smoke deep into my lungs. I passed the stick to Tony, who took a long pull. Then he bent down, pressed his lips to mine and emptied his smoke filled lungs into mine. My hips thrashed about even more violently.

"All right, I think we're ready. Since Gina doesn't know the size of her Danny's cock, we're going to have to do it all for her. Nicky, why don't you and Donna show her how it's done."

"Terri, you need to take this," said Donna as she pulled the dildo out of her twat. Terri slid over to her, took it and slipped it between her legs and up into her.

"Ooh," Terri sighed as it disappeared up inside her, "that's nice and warm! Now go get it, girl!"

Donna fell back onto the bed and pulled Nicky down with her. Nicky rolled between her legs and she pulled her knees up. He lifted himself up onto her, reached down, grabbed his prick and aimed it at her pussy. As he pushed his cock down, she lifted her hips up off the bed. They both grunted with delight as Nicky buried himself deep into Donna's pussy.

He reared back and pounded it into her with long, quick strokes and she rose up to meet each one. She wrapped her legs around his hips as he grabbed her bottom and pulled her up into his groin.

As I watched the rutting couple, I felt a new set of hands on my breasts, rougher and more callused than Terri's. Tony was kneading my nipples with his fingers. I began to squeal as Nicky and Donna's movements were becoming more forceful.

Nicky body became rigid and he began moaning, "I'm- going- to- ungh-
can't-- I can't-- ungh-- Ungh! Ungh!"

Donna was raving, "Oh- yes- it's- yes- oh- come- in- me- you- can- yes-
uhh- Oh! Yes! Yes! Aah! Aah!"

"Shit," Terri muttered and started to move over to them. Nicky gave one
final thrust and then collapsed on top of Donna, and Terri was suddenly
right next to them. She pulled the dildo out of herself, then Nicky pulled
himself out of Donna and Terri, squeezing its balls, immediately thrust the
dildo into Donna's snatch. Terri let go of the balls and the dildo made a
soft sucking sound.

Terri turned to me. "Did you see how Donna pushed her hips upward?
That was so Nicky's semen would go down deep into her."

"H-uh-huh," was all I could manage to say. I was having a real hard
time concentrating on what she was saying. My eyes were fixed on Nicky's
dripping cock and balls. When he pulled out of Donna, he was softening and his scrotum was loose and droopy, but as he lay there staring at me, his cock started to rise, getting hard again, and his balls started to puff up.

Meanwhile, Donna was sitting up on her knees and playing with the dildo.
Over and over she'd pull it out of her, squeeze it's bulbs, stick it back
up her pussy and then let it go. Between Nicky and Donna's display and Tony's hands caressing my nipples, the passions boiled within me and the hunger in my loins burned even hotter!

Then there was another round of drinks and weed. As the jays went
around, I guess Terri decided that she needed a break from playing
"teacher". She plopped down next to Tony and started sucking at his gigantic cock, and after only a few moments, he began to grunt and moan and he mauled my breasts much more fiercely. Terri popped his dick out of her mouth, wrapped her hands around its thickness at its base and pressed tightly. Tony grunted once, and shook a bit, and his breathing started getting more regular, but it looked to me like his ball-sack, impossibly, was even larger and harder than before.

"Now it's Ronnie and Vinnie's turn," Terri announced.

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Looking pointedly at Donna, she added, "And they'll be a lot more
careful." As before, she took the dildo from Ronnie and slipped it into
herself. Ronnie rolled onto her back, and Vinnie lunged at her, forcing
her thighs apart with his knees and with one fierce thrust rammed his
thickness into her. Ronnie cried out at the sudden sharp penetration.

He attacked her ferociously, spiking into her with such force that he
drove her flailing body across the bed. As his hips brutally hammered at
her, Tony's hand on my breast became much more impassioned. His other hand had slipped down across my belly to cup my pussy and my gyrating hips shoved my dripping mound into his searing fingers.

Vinnie's thrusts became slowed but became even more sharp and savage.
Ronnie's eyes widened and she cried out, "No! You're not- Not- No!".

With each cruel stab, he bellowed, "Like- hell- I- can't! take- this-
b-Unnggh! Unnggh!!"

Ronnie suddenly grabbed his ass and seemed to try to pull all of him
into her, crying, "Oh baby- baby- go baby- go baby- oh- uh- uh- Uh! Uh!
Uh!"

Vinnie suddenly dropped on top of Ronnie, his hips still twitching.
Ronnie pushed him up off her chest and snarled at Vinnie, "You shithead!"
She pushed him out and off of her.

I stared at Ronnie's pussy, raw and open from the battering it had
received. It was filled to brimming with Vinnie's thick semen; globs of it
was oozing out onto the bed. She looked at

Terri and said, "I'm sorry, I couldn't--"

"Got it covered," Terri replied, and quickly slid over, popped the dildo
out of her pussy and, holding it by the balls at it's base, plugged it into
Ronnie. When Terri let it go, it made that same sucking noise that Donna's
did.

"That's why we got the second one, remember?" Terri said to Ronnie. Then she looked down at the pool between Ronnie's legs. "Lost some. Tsk!"

Terri turned back to me. "OK, Precious. We'll have a +++e and a sip,
and then we'll see what we've learned." Someone put a glass to my lips and
poured the liquor down my throat. A joint came out of nowhere and I inhaled. All the while my pelvis danced uncontrollably, the smoke and drink making the fire in me all the more intense.

Terri lifted my thrusting buttocks and slipped a pillow under me so that
my bucking pussy was tipped upward. Then she sat next to me with her face
over mine, and stroked my hair. "Now then," she said, "we've shown you what you have to do. All it'll take now is a little practice."

Practice?

"How much hair does Danny have on his chest?"

"I- I duh-don- don't k-know," I stammered.

"Oh, yes, that's right, you've never seen him naked. OK, then. We'll
just start with Nicky." Nicky slid over and sat on his knees in front of
me. "Nicky's going to lay on top of you," Terri said.

"Whu-wha-?" I babbled, staring up wide-eyed as Nicky moved up between my
knees. He leaned down over me with his face directly over mine, supporting
himself with his hands on the bedon either side of me, his thumbs stroking
up and down against the sides of my breasts. He greedily gazed down at my
body, and I lifted my head to stare down at the long, slick cock jutting
out stiffly from him, aimed right at my upturned, rutting pussy!

"C'mon, now, Gina. Your man won't get horny enough to plant a baby in
you if you just lay there like a lump. You got to excite him. Put your
arms around Nicky and pull him down to you." Terri started to reach for my hand, but my arms lifted on their own. My hands slid onto his buttocks, caressed their way up his back to his shoulders and then I pulled him down to me.

His full weight bore down onto me, pressing my arching back into the
mattress, my breasts flattening against his bare chest, my nipples spiking
into his flesh. His stiff, dripping cock plunged down to my surging mound, its head striking and sliding across my clit, then slipping in between the folds of my pussy, gliding like liquid fire along the length of the furrow and sinking deeply into the hollow between my buttocks.

As my thrusting pelvis ground my clit against the base of his cock, his
hips began a rutting of their own, and the side of his prick, pressing hard
against my flooded pussy, slid its length up and down along the swollen
crevice. Our rhythms meshed and we were writhing and thrusting together,
the burning pressure of his hips against mine igniting and flaring and
finally I went over the edge! My shuddering body was consumed by the searing flames of passion, coursing like lightning deep within me, spasming through me again and again.

"God! Yes! Yes! Oh! GodOh-God-YesYes!", I screamed as the release
swept through me.

The orgasm was endless, the most powerful I'd ever experienced, and as
wave after wave flooded through me, I heard a distant voice say, "Now
Nicky's going to put his cock inside you."

The flames were still blasting through me and my pelvis was still
gyrating wildly as I felt Nicky shift his hips and push the slippery tip of
his cock down into my moist cleft, prying the quivering folds apart, sliding the bulbous head between the clenching lips and into my spasming pussy. I felt my pounding hips rising and thrusting, burying the knob further and further into the split, lodging it deeper and deeper into me.

"N-noh! Oh! Don't! Not... in... me... No! N-uh! Uh! Uh!", I cried but Nicky pressed down and his cock chiseled in, digging and stretching, invading me. My heaving pussy drove up to meet the pressure, pulling at it, swallowing it.

"N-Oh! Oh! Ow! Aaaaa!" It burst though the barrier and sank deep into
me, tearing through my flesh, ripping into me, piercing me, penetrating
deeper, filling me. My pussy clenched and sucked over and over at the
alien violation suddenly throbbing inside me.

Through the gauze of the orgasms still racing through my body, I stared
up at Terri and tried to speak. "W-Whu- wh- OhGod-Oh! Hnh- uh- w-why-
hyn- whw-".

She smiled down at me. "I'm sorry, Precious, I forgot to tell you it
had to be done. The first time a guy comes, that's when he's got the most
potent semen, and you don't want Danny to shoot before he got into you, do you?

"Hh- his nu-name- i-is- Duh-Daniel-," I sobbed.

"Yeah, OK. Do you?"

"Hn- hn- N-no," I gasped, trying to hear Terri's words as the pulsing
spear imbedded in me fanned the smoldering fire in my belly. "Buh-but m-my
chu-cherry!"

"Just because your cherry's broken, it doesn't mean you're not still
cherry."

"Ooh-h! Oh! OhGod- Oh! O-Oh!", I cried, the inferno growing again as
Nicky began to move within me.

Terri said, "Nicky's just going to help you get used to a cock in your
pussy.

"I- I don't wan- w-oh- noh- n-oh! Oh! Ohh!!" The long shaft sliding in
and out of me was like an ember licking at my insides. Involuntarily, I
spread my thighs further apart to draw more of the thrusting cock inside me and my pelvis again started pressing upward to meet each stroke.

Nicky hunched over me, pressing his face into the hollow of my neck, and
his lips pressed into my skin. My hands grabbed his hips and pulled him
deeper inside me, increasing his rhythm. His strokes came faster, again igniting a firestorm that flashed throughout my body. I convulsed violently, my pussy contracting against the quivering cock that pierced into me again and again.

As the waves of my passions crested, Nicky began to moan loudly and his
entire body began to tense, just like it did just before his orgasm with
Donna. Inside me I felt his cock suddenly expand, then begin to twitch and throb frantically.

Oh God, he was coming! He was coming inside me! I was at my most
fertile time, and he was spurting his seed into me!! No!!

"Oh! God! No! No!! Not- In- M-Oh!! Oh! Doh-t- cohh-huh-Huh! Uh!
Uh!" With my helplessly lunging hips urging him on, he fiercely drove
deeper and deeper until, with a mighty thrust, he jabbed himself down into
me one last time and held his pulsing cock deep and tight within my
grasping pussy as it spasmed inside me over and over. Then he collapsed,
groaning, on top of my shaking, rutting body.

"Looks like you wore ol' Nicky out", said Terri.

"Huh-he- cuh-hame- in- m-me- h-he- cuh-" I wailed, even as my vagina
sucked hungrily at his shrinking member.

"No, love," said Terri, "he came in Donna, remember? Nicky doesn't have
enough sperm in him to get you pregnant. His cum's not strong enough, so
don't worry. Now it's Vinnie's turn."

Nicky's soft cock slipped out of my flooded channel, and I felt a stream
of warm fluid running out of me and down between my buttocks, puddling on
the pillow under me. There was an awful lot of it, and I hoped Terri was right about it not being potent. Nicky rolled off me, and Vinnie was instantly between my legs and bearing down on me, his thick cock in his hand, positioning it's broad tip at the entrance of my mound.

"N-oh- Oh!! Aah!!", I squealed as Vinnie drove his bloated flesh down,
wedging the massive head of his tool into the cleft of my pussy and, his
hips forcing my thighs wide apart, jammed the hard, broad shaft into my narrow passage. He grunted as our pelvic bones collided, his massive girth fully imbedded tightly into me, the balls at it's base hard against my ass.

The shock of the sudden immense fullness inside me set off yet another
torrent of spasms that ripped through me. The muscles within me convulsed
against the huge invader, grasping and squeezing even as it withdrew, only to quickly drive itself even deeper into my clenching pussy, deepening the waves of ecstasy engulfing me. With each rapid thrust, it dug further into the excited flesh inside me, intensifying the fever surging through me.

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"OhGod- in- m-Oh! s-Oh- OhGod! GodYes! OhGodYes!!", I cried as I
drove myself up into the hammering spike, wrapping my legs around his back
and pressing his ass into me with the balls of my feet. My rhythm matched
his and I rose to meet each savage attack. We crashed into each other
again and again, his tight scrotum slapping my bottom. He began to groan
with each blow and the groans soon became grunts as his movements became sharper and more intense and I knew. He was going to come inside me.

His s+++es became even harder and more deliberate and then his cock
suddenly froze deep inside me and I felt it throb and jerk just as Nicky's
did. Now with each sharp stab, it stopped just for an instant tight within me, swelled deliciously, jerked intensely, then reared back to punch back in and spasm inside me again and again.

My body responded to the convulsive motions within me with its own as
the orgasmic fires flared yet anew and, even knowing that each pulse
spurted semen into my fertile womb, my pussy grasped and clutched at him, urging him on, sucking it in.

"OhGod!! OhGodYes!! GodYes!!", I screamed over and over, continuing to
scream even after he finished and lay spent on me.

As my screams became moans, I heard Terri say, "We're beginning to enjoy
this, aren't we, Precious? You'll going to really love this. It's Tony's
turn."

Suddenly Vinnie was gone and Tony's massive body appeared over me,
pressing down uponme. His arms encircled me, crushing my breasts into his chest, scouring my inflamed nipples with his coarse, matted hair.

"N-No! No", I screamed, even my body trembled in pleasure at the touch
of Tony's body upon mine, "y-you didn't c-come before! You'll muh-ake
m-me- pruh- pruh--"

"'Pregnant'?", finished Terri, "Oh, maybe."

His hands moved down my back to my bottom and, cupping my buttocks, he
raised me up off the pillow. With one quick motion drove his enormous cock
into me and I screamed in ecstasy. A rush of slick fluid squirted out of
me and I realized with horror and delight not only that it was Nicky's and
Vinnie's sperm coating my thighs but that the huge shaft filling me to
bursting was jamming the seed even more deeply down into my womb.

The great cock embedded in me was so much larger than Nicky's, so much
fuller than Vinnie's. The hot, throbbing mass in my pussy's tight embrace
incited the flames to burn hotter still and again I was inundated by the
waves of pleasure. As he began his assault, my body entwined his and we
moved together, our rhythms locked. As he jammed his magnificent force
down into me, I pitched myself up, impaling myself on the thick thrusting spike, enraptured as my insides clutched and pulled at the monolith.

"OhGodOh- God!! Dohn't- cohm- in- muh- p-Uh! OhGod!! Oh! Don't c-Oh!
OhGod! OhGodYes! YesOhGodYes!!", I shrieked as he grabbed my legs and
pulled them wide apart, grinding his hips between them, ramming his cock
deeper into me.

"Don't worry, Sugarcup," he rasped between thrusts, "I won't come in you
much". He reared up and pressed forward, pushing my knees up and raising
all but my shoulders off the bed and pounded down into me, each exquisite
thrust sending a new peak of euphoria rolling through my body.

Then his breathing became quick and short, his body began to tense and I
knew he was about to come, and I knew he hadn't come before like Nicky and
Vinnie. I remembered the night in his car and the awesome force of his
discharge. When he came in me, he'd impregnate me. I'd be pregnant with
his baby, not Daniel's. Not Daniel's.

Yet even as the horror overwhelmed me my body ached for his release,
hungered for the sensation of his cock throbbing inside me. My screams
were a cry of rapture as much as of horror.

"OhGod!! God- OhNo! Not- In- Me- God- In Me- OhGod! OhGod!! OhGod!!"

His back suddenly arched sharply, his entire body tight and rigid, and I
felt his cock swell and expand within me, his thrusts sharp and savage.
Then he roared, jammed his incredible length deep into me and with a
powerful shudder it exploded, blasting it's release into my womb. The gush
of semen seemed endless, surging out of him, flooding into me, and I
squealed as the eruption shook through me, electrifying the waves of ecstasy into jolts of frenzy.

The fullness contracted, the cascade ebbed and the massive bulk receded,
but then he bellowed and his cock again forced itself back down into my
gaping channel and throbbed viciously, shooting another torrent of seed into my gulping pussy, flooding my womb, inundating the egg inside me. Again it withdrew, again it returned, thrusting and jerking, pumping surge after surge of his sweet thick syrup into me, stuffing me full with his seed.

"Uhh! Uhh! Oh- OhGod!", I screamed, "Oh- God!! OhGodOhGodYes-OhYesOhYes!!"

The streams became spurts and the ruthless throbbing of his cock ebbed,
but his terrible thrusting never waned. His orgasm only seemed to
strengthen his onslaught. He dragged my spasming body to the edge of the
bed and, still grinding into my agonized pussy, flipped me around so I was
lying on my heaving, quivering breasts. With my buttocks high off the bed,
my hips in his strong grip, he stood next to the bed and yanked me up into
him, spiking me on his cock. Again and again he wrenched my hips up as he
slammed into me, his balls slapping up against my belly, his prick slicing
through me like bolts of lightning.

Again his body stiffened and again his thick manhood grew even thicker,
about to force more of his seed into me. Again his cock spasmed fiercely
and again my womb was gorged with his sperm. Over and over, he fired his rich semen into my devouring pussy, flooding my body with fits of delight. Delirious with lust, I reached under me and up to grasp his scrotum, and I squeezed the balls within, coaxing it out. I wanted every drop of his virile nectar inside my insatiable pussy.

The pulsing and throbbing of his draining cock inside me again abated,
but not his stroking hips. He was inexhaustible! He flipped me over again
onto my back, my bottom again on the pillow, and, incredibly, he pounded his stiffness into my ravenous pussy with and even greater vigor than before. Faster and faster, deeper and deeper he rammed me, hammered me, tore me, filled me. Then, for the third time, his body went tight. He swelled inside me and yet again his jerking, pumping cock emptied his semen-filled balls into my gripping, sucking pussy.

As the endless flames momentarily ebbed, I realized the awful truth. I
knew. I knew I was pregnant. First Nicky had come in me, then Vinnie and
finally Tony forced his semen down into me three times. One of them had impregnated me. They had all driven their seed deep into my pussy and up the canal to my womb. All of them had planted their sperm in my womb, flooding it, bathing the waiting egg inside me. One of them had fertilized the egg I'd made sure was ripe and ready for the taking. The seed had taken root and now it was growing and blooming inside me. A baby was growing inside me, Nicky's or Vinnie's or probably Tony's, but somebody's, and I'd never really know who the father was.

As Tony continued to squirt his semen into me, that realization, incredibly, sent the flames even higher. The orgasmic waves were indescribable. Even as Tony's seemingly unquenchable appetite was, finally, sated and he rolled off me, my hips were still twitching.

Before my body was even aware that Tony's weight was gone, Nicky pounced upon me. He was as surprised as I when I grabbed his cock and stuffed it up into me. I pushed him over onto his back, sat on top of him and drove myself down upon his incredible length. I rode hard against his cruel
sweetness and the sensation of my tits bouncing up and down in time with my beating hips thrilled me. I pulled his hands up and he squeezed and mauled my nipples.

When Nicky came, his shuddering cock seemed much more violent than it
did before. When he was finally drained, Vinnie pulled him off me and took
another turn and when he came, he, too, shook harder the second time. After Vinnie, Tony took me again. It went on all night. They screwed me over and over, forcing more and more of their sperm into me. After one of them filled me with his seed, another was in me, thrusting harder than the last, each one of them trying to drive his sperm deeper into me than the others, each one trying to be the one to make me pregnant.

I don't remember much of the details after that. Sometime during the
night, I think Terri plunged each of the two dildos into my defiled pussy
and squeezed their contents into my womb.

They must have somehow got me back home because I think I remember all
of them fucking me over and over in my own bed.

When I opened my eyes the first thing I felt was the stabbing pain from
the light. It was cripplingly bright, streaming from the window of my
bedroom. When I tried to move, stabs of pain shot through every nerve in
me. My legs and thighs felt bruised and sore. My crotch was raw and
inflamed, and my pussy felt tight and full.

[sk_33]

I was lying on my back with my bottom raised high. In agony, I lifted
my head and saw that one of the dildos was still stuffed up into me. I
struggled to roll over onto my side and with effort I pulled the rubber dick out of me. Nothing came out. I guessed that my womb had sucked in all the semen that was crammed into my pussy the night before.

Then I cried.

I made it through the wedding, thought I don't know how. Of course,
Terri and the others weren't there. The only evidence of the horrifying
nightmare was the dildo and a note. It said, "Precious: You can try to get out of the neighborhood, but you'll never get the neighborhood out of you. Love, Terri."

Now, here he was, my husband, sowing his seed in me, planting it deep.
His ebony skin glistens from the intensity of his need, his ecstasy all the
greater in his belief that he's fathering the child already growing in me. He doesn't need to know that I'm already pregnant and carrying another man's baby.

He doesn't need to know. He won't ever know.

Somehow I'll explain the blue eyes.

Somehow.

[sk_33]

Yang Reception or Practice Makes Perfect

I owe my life to Guru Tsu. I discovered his teachings when
I was twelve. Before my parents' divorce, I practically lived in
the library. When I read the first book, it was as if I could
see for the first time. His words gave me comfort when I needed
it the most.

It wasn't long before I sought out other followers of Guru
Tsu's Way. We'd meet once or twice a week to meditate, study his
writings and do enlightenment exercises. I was really good at
"going to level," what we called the deep meditation state.
Glory, who had actually studied under Guru Tsu, said I was really
advanced for my age. She said that I had an "inner illumination"
that would make me a natural guide, but that I needed further,
deeper instruction. My heart leapt when she told me that I might
be able to learn at the feet of Guru Tsu himself. But I'd have
to wait until I was older and, until then, I'd have to follow the
Way, especially the paths of purity and chastity. As if she had
to tell me!

From that moment on I counted the days. It was hard doing
mundane things like going to school and doing chores, but I
ignored the hedonism of the other kids at school by meditating
and studying the Way. My mom, unable to control her own worldly
urges, wasn't around much anyway, so I had plenty of time to
contemplate on the Way.

The days became months, then years. Many people came and
left our cluster as their faith in the Way waxed and waned, but I
never wavered in my resolve. I devoutly followed the Way, and
finally my devotion was rewarded. I was called to join Guru Tsu
at the Common!

When I boarded the private plane, it took every bit of my
meditative control to keep my excitement in check. Through the
long flight, I tried to stay at level, but my mind was awash in
anticipation. Glory had cautioned me that even with all my years
of study and exercise, it could never compare with the experience
of studying under Guru Tsu himself. My being would be in a
constant state of wonderment, if not utter shock.

I got my first surprise as I got off the plane and saw that
no one at the Common wore clothes. It really shouldn't have
surprised me. After all, matters of the spirit was the
preoccupation here, not physicality. Still, it took a bit of
adjustment. I'd immersed myself in virtue and purity practically
my entire life, rejecting all thoughts of the flesh. It was hard
to see people, both women and, especially, men, displaying
themselves shamelessly without being reminded of my own carnal
feelings. It was to be my first lesson.

I was greeted by a young woman who told me her name was
Pearl and she was to be my guide for the first few days until I
became accustomed to my new surroundings. She showed me to my
room and said I could leave my clothes there and she would show
me the grounds. When I stood naked before her, I tried not to be
self-conscious, but she noticed it right away. "Don't worry,"
she laughed. "Once you meet with Tsu, you'll get over it."

As we wandered the grounds while she pointed out the
meditation temple, the dining halls and the other areas, I
couldn't help but notice that every man who crossed our path
seemed to be in a state of sexual arousal. I'd never seen a man
naked before, but I'd studied enough to know that guys weren't
always erect like that. Then I noticed that every woman there,
including Pearl, were obviously sexually excited as well, even
the ones that were in various stages of pregnancy. Their thighs
were literally dripping with moistness. I suddenly recognized
that for the first time in my life I was filled with what I could
only call a sensual lust. My nipples, like every other woman in
the Common, were thick and tight and I felt a growing warmth
between my legs.

As if she could hear my innermost thoughts, Pearl smiled and
said, "Yes, one's first days at the Common can be confusing in
its joy, but Tsu will explain everything."

We ate dinner in one of the small halls. We sat with two
other girls. Pearl introduced me to Undine. She was also a
guide. The girl with her had come to the Common the previous
day. Pearl told them I'd meet with Guru Tsu tomorrow. Undine
told us the girl she was with would be seeing him tomorrow, too.
It was odd, but I didn't catch the name of Undine's charge.

"I'm so jealous of the two of you," Undine said. "I wish I
could re-live meeting Tsu for the first time. How wonderful the
experience is!"

The other new girl didn't say much during dinner. She
probably felt like me, a little shy and a bit overwhelmed by all
the newness. I could tell, though, that she was filled with
excitement. When we all finished eating and rose to leave, I
couldn't help but notice that her thighs were coated with a filmy
fluid. Just like Undine's and Pearl's. Just like mine.

It turned out that Undine's ward had the room next to mine,
so the four of us walked back to the living quarters together.
When we got to my room, Undine said the two of them would see us
at lunch the next day, and then we'd go together to the yang
reception ceremony. Then they both went into the new girl's
room.

Pearl opened my door and we went in. I was exhausted from
all the excitement of the day and I sat on the bed, ready to
collapse. Pearl sat next to me and hugged me tightly. The
feeling of her breasts pressed upon mine only made the unusual
desire within me burn deeper. When she kissed me, our tongues
met and I moaned slightly, a shiver traveling up my legs and into
my belly. Then she got up and went to the door, saying, "Sleep
well. You've got a demanding day tomorrow."

I slipped into bed, shaking a bit from the confusing
feelings I was experiencing. The sheets, surprisingly, felt like
satin and, unaccustomed to sleeping in the nude, the material
against my flesh only increased the intensity of the embers I
felt inside me trying to burst into an inferno. For the first
time in years I was tempted to touch myself, but I called upon my
meditation training, went to level and soon I was asleep.

The next morning, I was woken by a kiss. Pearl had brought
me breakfast. As I ate, Pearl outlined my day. First was a
series of physical exercises to prepare my body for the spiritual
teachings that followed. Then, after I was physically cleansed
and ready, I would be brought to Guru Tsu for a series of
personal instruction and training. I grew excited in
anticipation. Then I would participate in the yang reception
ceremony. Before I could even ask, Pearl said, "I can't explain
or even describe it. After your audience with Tsu, you will
understand."

To be honest, I wasn't looking forward to the physical
exercises. I'm really not much into exercising. No one would
ever accuse me of being skinny, but I'm not grossly overweight
and I'd had my share of boys at school looking at me with
obviously carnal thoughts. Even so, I'm what's called a
"full-figured" girl, especially in the hips, bottom and bust, and
I hoped no one was going to try to suddenly make me a size eight
in a matter of hours.

I needn't have worried. When we got to the exercise room,
instead of the typical gym equipment I was expecting, Pearl led
me to a simple massage table. Pearl told me to lie on the table
on my stomach, and another women came in and gave the most
incredible massage I'd ever had. Actually, it was the first
massage I'd ever had, but it was wonderful. When the masseuse
massaged my buttocks, I got a bit tense, but it passed quickly,
and when she kneaded my breasts and thighs, it seemed so natural
that I didn't think twice about it. By the time she probed my
labia, I was in such a state of tranquility that I eagerly
accepted it as part of the sensuality of the experience.

I was totally at peace with my body. Every muscle was
utterly content. Then Pearl told me to go to level. As calm as
I was, I slipped in easily, my eyes already closed, my mind
already in a state of bliss . I vaguely felt the masseuse
lifting my legs off the table. "Try to keep them raised," she
commanded. I held them in the air, then she continued, "Good. Now
spread them apart."

Normally, I'd have been too shy to separate my thighs so
widely, but in my serenity, I was emboldened and I pulled my legs
wide apart. I shivered slightly as I felt the cool air on my
labia. "Very nice," I heard the masseuse say, "you already shows
signs of receptivity. Now, keep your thighs apart and touch your
heels together." My thighs quivered and my buttocks quivered
against the table as my feet met, making me shiver. I realized
that my vagina was open and moist and I felt a trickle of liquid
sliding down between my buttocks. "Yes," she continued, "you're
quite receptive. You'll have no trouble with Tsu's
preparations."

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"From this point forward," Pearl instructed, "relax and keep
at level as we prepare you for your meeting with Tsu." My
greatest wish was about to come true and it was hard to remain in
control, but I concentrated on my inner peace. Even so, I'd
falter occasionally and my heart would begin to race.

I was led to another room where I was bathed and dried. My
hair was brushed and simply styled. I felt utterly pampered.
Then I was taken to a small room.

The lighting was dim and diffuse. The only furniture was a
single curved chair without arms, closely facing each other. I
was placed in it and the chair slid backward, so my head was
level with my upturned hips. Then the chair rose until my head
was slightly more than waist-level to Pearl. It was a
surprisingly restful position. I felt as if I was lying in the
palm of a large soft hand with my legs spread and dangling
comfortably in the air. Then Pearl and the other left and I was
alone. I calmed myself and concentrated on my meditative state.

When one is at level, time has no meaning. After I was in
the room alone for minutes or hours or days, I slowly became
aware of another presence. When he began to speak, it was filled
with such peace and love, it was as if we had been talking
intimately for years.

"Are you comfortable, child?"

"Yes, Guru Tsu."

He was standing next to me, his face smiling down at me. He
seemed much younger than I had expected. Instead of the sage
elder I had envisioned, he was trim and muscular. Like every
other male I'd seen at the Common, his long penis stood thick and
rigid. Surprisingly, in retrospect, I didn't find that
threatening in the least.

"Please, child, if you would, call me Tsu. Honorifics have
no place at the Common. We are all equals in our spirituality.

"I hear and understand, Tsu," I replied, falling into the
ritual response.

"I have followed your progress with great interest," he
said, his hand idly stroking my hair. "Your teachers tell me you
have great wisdom for one so young. This is why you have been
asked to join the Common. They believe you will accept the truth
that is about to be revealed to you.

"But first, I would be honored if you would accept from me a
gift. A humble adornment, if you will. I should like to call
you Roe, and it would please me if you would take it as your
name." He bowed slightly.

"I am honored to accept," I replied. "To you and to all, I
am Roe." In the position I was in, I couldn't return the bow,
but I nodded my head.

"Thank you," he said softly, "I am blessed by your
acceptance." He turned and walked slowly, moving toward my legs.
He said, in a louder voice. "Now, Roe, here is a puzzle. We are
spiritual beings." He paused.

"That always were and always will be, perfect in our
spirituality," I finished.

"Yet," he continued, "we inhabit physical bodies within a
physical world. Why is that?"

"Our physical bodies, indeed, the physical world is a
manifestation of our spiritual beings," I replied.

"Yes. But if that is so, why is it that our physical bodies
age and die?"

"Age and deterioration is a reflection of our imperfect
understanding of our spiritual nature." I almost allowed myself
to indulge in a small sense of pride, but instead I maintained
level.

"So we accept that death is evidence of the physical world's
imperfection. But then we must also accept that birth is also
such evidence."

I thought for a second. "Yes," I decided. "In the
environment of pure enlightenment there is no death. Therefore
there would be no birth."

"So," he said, "the agents of birth, the ovum and the sperm,
are the result and exist only because of our blindness to our
true spirituality.

"Yes," I agreed.

He had moved so that he was standing at my feet, facing me.
"And that would also mean that the abstractions of male and
female, active and passive, yin and yang, are also the
consequence of the misunderstanding of our spirituality, is that
right?"

I fell silent as I contemplated. Then I spoke. "No, Tsu,
that is not right. Yin and yang are perfect states, not bound by
the physical. There is an error in reason."

He moved forward. "Your teachers spoke truth. You are wise
beyond your years." His hand rose to stroke my inner calve.

"The error, Roe, is in the initial fact and the unstated
assumption. The unstated word. 'Merely.' Our physical bodies
are not 'merely' a manifestation of our spiritual beings. They
are essential to our journey, to our enlightenment."

His eyes grew intense as he stared into mine. "In
disengaging the spiritual from the physical and designating our
actions as either only spiritual or physical, we are overwhelmed
with hunger while starving ourselves spiritually.

Our spiritual beings need nourishment. This sustenance
manifests itself as the flow of essence from the center outward.
Conceptually, from the earth to the heavens. This is physically
manifest in the mating of male and female.

"I need not tell you that, we, male and female, have a
physical need for coitus. This is borne from a spiritual need
for physical union, for the coupling of the male and female, to
allow the flow of spiritual essence from the earth, through the
male, to the heaven, through the female. This need is strong.
You have noticed this, especially here, have you not?"

I nodded. I was beginning to struggle with maintaining
level while his hand was stroking my leg, his fingers moving
slowing upward towards my thigh,, but I was aware enough to
believe I noticed a discrepancy. I waited to mention it.

"This need is the physical manifestation of our need for
spiritual nourishment. This nourishment is normally consumed via
the physical chakra. In the male this is mundanely known as the
prostate, in the female as the cervix.

Tsu must have noticed that I was having trouble staying at
level. He stopped stroking my leg and continued. "When
confronted with this need to exchange essence yet unable to
connect with the spiritual flow and receive nourishment, chakras,
the male has no choice but to cannibalize his own life essence.
This is manifest as sperm. In the female it is manifest as the
ovum."

I was beginning to understand the implication of his words.
But the discrepancy bothered me. "Tsu," I interrupted, "the
earth is traditionally represented as yin and the heavens as
yang, but you describe the flow reversed. The male, the active,
passes essence to the female, the passive."

Tsu smiled. "This is the manifestation. This is the cause
of our starvation." He paused.

I understood in a surge of enlightenment. I cried, "My God,
I see! The male is meant to be yin and the female is supposed to
be yang!" The import of the realization was startling.

"Yes, Roe," Tsu said, grinning, "You are, indeed, most
perceptive. The male is unable to pass the spiritual essence
actively. He is the conduit and the female is the active
recipient. She must draw the essence from him."

I eagerly nodded, excited at the insight. "So that, with
the male as the passive conduit and the female as the active
recipient, the direction of the spiritual flow is from yin to
yang, the degeneration of the couples' beingness is negated, the
cycle of birth and death is broken!." I began to shake. "Tsu, I
understand! I understand!"

In my excitement, I had completely left my meditative state.
I was beginning to babble something about entropy when Tsu
instantly broke through my agitation by reaching out and placing
his hand upon my pubic mound. The sudden intimate contact made
me gasp.

[sk_33]

I looked down at his hand upon me, then looked up into his
eyes. His gaze was warm and strangely inviting.

He said softly, "Do you also understand why you are here,
Roe?"

My gaze fell from his eyes to his groin. His rigid penis
was less than an inch from my vagina, poised for entry. I felt
myself becoming moist with a carnal heat.

Suddenly I understood perfectly. Yang reception. The
female act of actively receiving essence from the passive male.

I lowered my eyes. "Yes, Tsu," I whispered, "I believe I
do."

"Will you accept the truth and, so, the responsibility? Will
you follow the Way and prepare yourself for yang reception?"

I hesitated. It was a great leap of faith I was being asked
to make. My acceptance would mean I would take a man's penis
into my virgin vagina and receive his ejaculate. If the Way was
not true, I would actually be taking sperm into my ovulating
womb. I was coming into the fertile time in my cycle. I'd
become pregnant.

"Tsu," I said, my voice quivering slightly, "I am not
perfect in my belief. I have doubts. I am afraid of conceiving
and bearing a child."

"Roe," Tsu said comfortingly, "you need but remember that it
is not your beliefs only that will control the reality. There is
also your partner. Even if your faith is weak and you cannot
accept the male's spiritual offering, thus creating the ovum
within you, if your partner's faith is firm, there will be no
sperm in his seminal essence. There can be no impregnation, no
conception, no childbearing. Just as there will for you be no
aging, no deterioration. No death. And, without the aggression
borne of frustration, a new age of peace and love. You will be
part of the vanguard that ushers in this new age for humanity."

No death. The vanguard of a new age.

It had to be true. It was the only truth that made sense.

I confronted and banished my concerns. "Yes, Tsu," I said
resolutely. "I see and understand. I accept the responsibility.
I accept the Way."

Tsu smiled. "You are devout as you are wise, Roe. I am
honored to be in the presence of one so firm in her faith." He
bowed deeply. I shivered as I felt his breath play upon my
abdomen.

Now that my faith was true, I was overwhelmed with
anticipation. My heart started to race. "Are--are you to
prepare me for the ceremony?" I asked, fighting to get back to
level.

"No, Roe. You will prepare yourself. I cannot do so, for
it would negate my yin. I can, however, offer you guidance which
you may choose to accept."

I realized I'd asked the wrong question. "Are you to be--my
partner?"

He placed his hands on my hips. "For your initiate
reception. If you should wish it so." His eyes rested upon my
breasts, which rose and fell with my quickening breath.

My voice trembled. "I--I d-do wish it so."

He then bowed again and solemnly asked, "Do you want to take
my conduit within you, to draw from me the spiritual in
substance? Will you sup from my body to take nourishment for
your soul?" I felt each syllable flutter through my pubic hair
and my labia began to quiver, swelling with desire.

I recognized the form and responded as clearly as my gasping
breath would allow. "I w-want to take your c-conduit with--
within me, and d-draw from you the spiritual in substance. I
will s-sup from your b-body to t-take nourishment for my soul." I
felt my wetness begin to run out from between my throbbing labial
folds.

He rose and stood motionless between my legs. The heat from
his firm, thick penis, little more than millimeters from my
vagina, inflamed me. I was aching to take him into me, craving
to fill myself with his flesh.

"Raise your legs and rest them upon my hips," Tsu said.

I wrapped her legs around him. His skin felt warm and rough
against my soft thighs. I gasped when I felt his penis touch me
between my legs. Steeling myself, I clamped my legs tightly onto
Tsu's waist and dug my heels into his back, pulling myself
swiftly up off the chair and up into his groin.

My body shuddered as I felt his penis pressing tightly
against my moist flesh only to slide downwards, running along the
cleft of my bottom to rest snugly between my buttocks.

Tsu smiled down at me as the soft globes of my bottom
quivered against him. "No, Roe. You must take care not to
become too aggressive. You must simply open yourself and draw me
into you." I sighed passionately as I loosened my legs' tight
grip on him and lowered myself back onto the chair. He pulled
out and away.

Tsu continued softly, "Take my penis in your hand and
position the head at the entrance to your vagina." I reached
down and gingerly wrapped my fingers around the long, firm shaft,
already moist from its contact with my damp skin. I felt his
blood coursing through the warm velvety column. It throbbed
against my palm, and my eyes widened, my heart raced. For a
instant I imagined this massive flesh inside me, spurting sperm
into my womb, inundating the egg floating deep inside me, making
it grow, making me pregnant. As fearful as I was at the danger
of carrying a child within me, the idea made me warm with desire.

I put the vision out of my mind and, my breath rasping, I
pressed the bulbous head into the soft folds of my labia. "Softly
rub the tip up and down along the fold," Tsu said. I did as he
suggested. The sensation of the cushiony head sliding along the
length of my slick vaginal lips sent sparks of pleasure through
me. I felt my moistness trickling out of me, sliding down
between the cleft of my buttocks.

Tsu whispered, "Your initiate reception must be achieved
with as little aggression as possible. You must open yourself
gently and freely so your vaginal passage can embrace the penis
tightly against your physical chakra, extract the seminal
secretions and take it within you with without force. Your
vagina must expand and blossom just as the petals of a flower
open to welcome pollination.

"As I lean forward, place your hands on my shoulders. I
will place my hands upon your breasts to allow for the circular
flow of energy between us."

"Ahh," I gasped as his fingers pressed onto my taut nipples.
His touch sent shoots of fire down through my body.

"Yes," Tsu sighed, his breath becoming husky, "you can feel
the energy coursing, can you not?"

"Hhh-y-yes," I rasped.

"Now with your legs, gently pull me towards you." As I did,
I felt the warm head nestle snugly in my labia. I began to moan
softly.

"Focus on your labial folds," Tsu breathed. "Feel them
bared and exposed, spreading and unfolding, growing moist as they
open to welcome in the seminal messenger." My lips fluttered and
parted around the silky tip and my moans grew louder as his penis
began to slide into me.

"Now concentrate on your vaginal channel. Visualize it
widening and expanding to accommodate the thickness. Feel it
growing slick with your welcoming fluids." I felt myself
becoming wetter, the liquid running through my trembling buttocks
and down my back, and I felt his warm flesh slowly sliding into
my vagina.

"Ohhh," I cried as I felt my labia close around the head as
it passed into me.

"Yes," Tsu hissed, "draw in it. Feel your vagina opening
and widening, welcoming and receiving."

I felt myself growing more and more open as I accepted more
and more of his penis into me. I felt my vagina begin to ripple
upon his hard flesh, my labial lips caressing and embracing his
shaft.

Then I felt a pressure deep within me as the progress of the
fleshy column waned, then stopped. Tsu whispered, "Just as in
your spiritual training, effort is needed to pass the barriers to
enlightenment. Just as discarding false perceptions may bring
initial trauma, so too may advancing though the physical
obstruction cause an initial discomfort."

My moans grew louder as Tsu's fingers began to stroke my
breasts. "These tender stimulations should assist in helping to
reduce the shock." My back arched and my breasts rose into his
caresses. As he fondled my aching nipples, my pelvis began to
rock gently and the pressure of his firmness upon my hymen
increased.

[sk_33]

"Oh, oh, oh," I cried as the rutting of my hips increased in
intensity and the stress of his unyielding penis upon the
membrane blocking its entry rhythmically escalated. "Oh, oh--
Oh!!" The pressure suddenly became a stab of pleasure-pain as
the veil began to rupture. "Oh!!" My hips rose up again and
another delicious sting shot through me. My secretions flowed
out of me, trying in vain to ease the shock of my maidenhead
being split and torn away. "Aah!!" The sharp sensation washed
over me again and I felt Tsu's thick penis suddenly shift within
me. "Aaagh!" Each roll of my pelvis brought another sweet pang
of pain and his manhood slid a bit deeper into my inflamed
sheathe.

Then the sharpness of the pain ebbed and the long, stiff
flesh continued its descent into my depths. "The worst is
passed, my little Roe," Tsu gasped, "Soon you will hold my penis
fully within your vagina. Soon you will begin to draw the
essence from my body, the nourishment you so crave to take and I
so crave to give."

"Yes, Tsu," I moaned, "yes, I feel your presence inside me
so intensely, I-- Oh!!" "I felt his testicles suddenly pressing
tightly upon my buttocks. At the same time, deep within me, I
felt the head of his penis touch the bottom of my vagina. "Oh,
Tsu," I cried, "it feels--it feels so good in me, so deep inside
me, I feel so--so--"

"It is the pressure on your chakra that gives you such
pleasure," Tsu explained in a husky voice. "The chakra, what you
would call your cervix, hungers for that which it knows is now
within its reach. Feel how it pulses against the head of the
conduit."

"Y-yes, I--I do," I groaned.

"And feel how my penis also pulses within you, the energy
that surges through it, growing and intensifying, building to
explosive release."

"Hh-yes, yes, I--I--"

"You must not let the energy remain restricted, Roe. When
the essence is allowed to stay seething with the male, it becomes
infused with the active seed of his life force. And when it is
fully charged with his sperm, that is when he must ejaculate,
aggressively driving it into the female's womb, causing
conception and childbirth."

Again my mind was overcome with the possibility of becoming
pregnant. I pictured my belly bulged out, grown fat with Tsu's
child. As pleasantly erotic as the image was, I knew that
dwelling on it would make it so.

"Tsu," I moaned, my desire burning hot within me, "give me
guidance so I may drink of the essence within you.

"You must begin gently, little Roe," Tsu breathed. "Tighten
your vaginal channel upon my penis."

Concentrating through the flames of passion that threatened
to overwhelm me, I squeezed the muscles deep with me,
constricting my narrow passage, securing my grip on Tsu's thick
member. "Oooh," I squealed as I felt Tsu's penis twitch faintly
inside me.

"Feel how my penis responds to your pressure. Squeeze
again, then quickly relax, then just as quickly squeeze again."

I again compressed my vagina upon the firmness within me and
I thrilled at the sensation of his warm flesh filling me. I
loosened my grip and Tsu's penis sank further into me. I moaned
as his pubic bone stroked my clitoris and I shuddered at the
sudden pressure of the shaft pressing against my cervix.
Reflexively, I quickly tightened my grip on his manhood again and
cried out as the staff brushed across the sensitive entrance to
my womb and my clitoris was again caressed by his warm flesh.

Without prompting I began to rhythmically tighten and relax
my vaginal sheathe, clutching and unclutching the presence so
deeply lodged within me. I moaned again and again as my clitoris
and my cervix was simultaneously massaged over and over, making
the flames of ecstacy burn hotter and brighter inside me.

"Yes," Tsu moaned, his breath now quick and short, "let your
body guide you now. Follow where it leads."

My muscular efforts had the effect of gently rolling my hips
up and down, causing the long, thick shaft to slide softly in and
out of my vagina. My labial lips fluttered against the slick
moving flesh, pulling out as the shaft slid out, sliding back as
the column slipped back in to rub sensuously against my cervix
and grind its hairy base into my clitoris.

My movements gradually intensified as did my moans and soon
I was grinding my pelvis into Tsu's groin again and again. I was
awash in passion, my heart racing, my belly aflame.

Suddenly I exploded. My body shuddered violently and I
shrieked in rapture as the orgasm broke and flashed through me,
penetrating into my very soul. My throat was filled with a long
shriek and my vagina was spasming wildly upon the source of my
pleasure. My channel was still grasping and releasing, but at a
pace I could never have even initiated. much less have
maintained, had I tried. I felt the grip my vaginal walls ripple
along the length of the shaft within me, pulling at it, drawing
it in deeper.

Tsu's fingers tightened on my breasts, sharply squeezing in
rhythm with my vagina's rapid clenching upon his thick flesh held
tight and deep inside me. My hips rolled uncontrollably in time
with my spasms, making my clitoris glide rapidly up and down
across his skin, making the head of his penis prod at the narrow
entrance of my cervix again and again, causing another blaze of
orgasmic rapture to wrack my body even before the last one waned,
causing the cycle to begin anew. His scrotum vibrated against my
bottom, only intensifying the spasms that burned into my very
being.

My vagina pulled insistently at Tsu's penis, stroking it,
sucking it, milking it. My entire being was centered on one
goal, one need, one insatiable craving: to drink of his male
essence. I ached to pull his masculine secretions into me, to
suck the perfect syrup out of his penis and take it all deep into
my womb. My sheathe clamped down on him feverishly and my pelvis
rutted faster and faster as my seething lust overpowered me.

As I pulled and clutched violently at the flesh rooted deep
inside me, its head poked harder and more insistently into my
cervix. Again I felt myself opening and widening in
accommodation, this time in the deepest depths of my vagina. I
felt the entrance to my womb expanding and enlarging, adapting
and conforming to the conduit I was pulling so deeply into me,
accepting the bearer of the sustenance I craved into my womb in
preparation to devour its life-giving nourishment.

I crushed myself tighter and tighter against Tsu's body and
the tip of his long penis speared deeper and deeper into my
cervix. The welcoming orifice sucked at the soft head, urging it
to release its sweet gift, coaxing it to dispense its liquid
bounty, imploring it to fill me with his creamy essence.

The burning passion within me was overpowering. My pleading
eyes focused on Tsu, who stood leaning over me in a state of
bliss, his eyes closed, his lips humming softly. Every muscle in
my body strained in unison to suck the rich nectar from the firm
flesh I held tight and deep inside me. My hips pulled, my vagina
grabbed, my cervix licked and goaded.

Then Tsu's entire body tensed. I felt his penis suddenly
expand, tightening the grasp of my spasming vagina. Our eyes
widened and locked as we gasped in unison.

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Then my eyes rolled up into my head and I cried out as I
felt the hard shaft throb sharply against my tightly clenching
channel. The first great pulse of his delicious release surged
deeply into my rapturously shuddering body. The molten liquid
charged into me, burning into the center of my soul, and my
orgasm flashed through me with renewed ferocity. My squeezing
flesh sucked down the long spurt, drawing the rich cream deep
into my womb, setting my belly ablaze. The spasm seemed to go on
forever.

But even as my tensing channel loosened its mad grip, my cry
rose as I felt the fiery lance inside me swelling up again. The
walls of my furrow spontaneously clamped down upon him again as
he once more jerked against my tightening flesh. Another thick
jet of his essence streamed into me and again my cervix lapped at
the sumptuous elixir, sucking it in deep.

Again I released my tight grip, again the fullness inside me
bloated and again I squeezed out a long, thick spurt of the rich
syrup from his quivering member, taking it deep into my
insatiable womb. Again I loosened, again he inflated and again I
sucked it in. And again. And again.

Tsu's throbbing flesh pulsed over and over inside me and I
releasing gush after gush of his pearly essence, flooding from
the tip of his throbbing, pumping penis. My greedy vagina milked
the spurting shaft, voraciously drinking down every drop it
pulled from the now-moaning Tsu. The palpating tip, buried deep
in my nursing cervix, fired each virile load directly into my
womb and I felt my belly growing full with his silky discharge.

My pelvis gyrated wetly against his groin, our meshing pubic
hair sodden and matted with the perspiration that streamed off my
body, as my vulva continued to suckle noisily at his staff. The
liquid sound of his slick pumping penis engulfed in my soaked
seizing channel filled my ears. I felt myself filled to
overflowing, our mingled emissions bubbling and squishing out,
running between my buttocks and down my back.

Tsu's penis eventually stopped pulsing, but my voracious
vagina wasn't satisfied. It continued to pull at the softening
flesh inside me and, just before I squeezed it completely out of
my grasp, I exploded in one final orgasm. Then my body slid back
against the soft cushion of the chair, still quivering. my breath
raspy and quick.

Tsu smiled down at my sated body. He asked, "You are
content?"

I smiled back up at him, "Oh, Tsu-- I never-- never
realized it was so-- so--"

"As it should be. When the taking and giving of the essence
is done for its true purpose, both parties feel totally
satisfied, totally fulfilled."

Its true purpose. For a brief instant I thought about the
old purpose. I recalled the films they showed us in health
class. I pictured millions of tiny sperm rushing through the
womb, swimming up the fallopian tubes, surrounding and attacking
the egg until one impregnated it. I imagined that going on in my
body. I immediately banished the thought.

"You are, indeed, a deft student, little Roe," Tsu told me.
"You have innately understood and have quickly mastered the
technique of the yang. You will participate in the afternoon
ceremony and all thereafter. I must take my leave." He bowed
and kissed my abdomen, making my shiver return briefly. He then
stood erect and, as the lights in the room began to dim, he moved
into the darkness at one of the corner of the room.

"Thank you, Tsu," I called after him.

Again I lay there for minutes or hours, alternating between
meditation and sleep. Then Pearl and the masseuse suddenly
appeared on either side of me. As they began to help me out of
the chair, I noticed how sore I was between my legs. As I rose,
I felt some of the warm syrup I'd taken from Tsu sliding down my
legs. For some reason, losing even a drop saddened me and I
tightened my thighs, trying to keep in all in me, even though
doing so was a bit painful.

Pearl escorted me to lunch in the same hall we'd had dinner
the night before. We again ate with Undine and the other new
girl. Pearl told them I'd been to see Tsu and I'd be taking part
in the ceremony.

Undine grinned. "Oh, you'll so love it! Isn't Tsu
wonderful?"

I shivered, feeling Tsu's essence clinging to my thighs. The
other new girl stared down into her plate. "I took Tsu's
instruction this morning, too," she sighed. She looked up and
smiled at me. "I am Faun," she said proudly. It was obviously
the name Tsu gave her. "I'd never felt so--so enraptured, so
fulfilled. It's as if I've found my purpose."

"Yes," I cried, "that's it, that's the feeling exactly!"

"Well," smiled Pearl, "you'll be taking in a lot more
purpose at the yang reception."

As we ate, Pearl and Undine chatted about the ceremony but
must I confess I didn't hear a lot of it. I really couldn't
concentrate with the wetness seeping out of me, coating my
buttocks before pooling in the chair.. I realized that Faun,
too, had the same feeling between her legs. Again the picture of
a flood of Tsu's wiggly little sperm attacking and fertilizing my
defenseless egg came into my mind. Then I imagined Tsu's virile
sperm in Faun's womb, impregnating Faun's egg. I wondered which
us he came to first this morning. I wondered which of us had
taken more of his sweet essence, which of us had the more potent
of his seed inside, which of us was more likely to be pregnant
with his child.

I literally shook the thoughts from my head. And I think I
saw Faun's head shudder, too.

We finished eating and I rose from my chair. I looked down
and, to my embarrassment, I'd left a puddle of Tsu's and my
combined juices. Pearl saw it, too. She dipped her fingers into
the wetness, then raised her hand to her lips.

"Mmm," said Pearl as she licked her fingers. She bent close
to me and whispered, "I hope you're looking forward to this,
because I certainly am."

Pearl and Undine took us to a part of the Common we'd not
seen before. They called it the Garden. Just before we passed
through the separation in the high hedges that seemed to surround
it, Pearl said to me and Faun, "Well, are we ready?"

I nodded, a bit nervously. I wasn't sure what to expect.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine," soothed Pearl. She hugged me
tight and kissed me deeply. I kissed her back just as
passionately. When we parted, her eyes burned with passion.

"Come on, now," she breathed and led us past the hedges.

We were in a large grassy area, along with about two dozen
other women. Some of them were standing about, others were
positioning themselves onto the dozen mats that were placed in
rows on the grass. There were two pillows on each mat, one much
larger than the other. Pearl took me to one of the mats and
instructed me to sit on the high pillow. Undine told Faun to do
the same on the mat to the left of me. Pearl then had me lay
back so my head was on the smaller pillow and my buttocks were
high up on the larger one. She parted my legs, told me to go to
level and whispered, "You'll know what to do." Then she gave me
a long, deep kiss while rubbing her fingers into my pubic mound.
I was already excited, but her touch made my desire burn even
stronger and my hips began to rut slightly. Next to me, I hear
Faun moan, so I guessed Undine was massaging her the same way.
Too soon, she got up and moved out of my field of vision.

Even before I began to meditate, I heard rustling near the
hedges. I lifted my head. Coming single file into the Garden
was Tsu followed by a number of men. They were all young, fairly
muscular and, most of all, incredibly sexually attractive. All
of them had massive erections jutting firmly from thick patches
of pubic hair and I immediately felt myself getting excited. I
figured that there was a male for each supine female. I wondered
which one I'd be mated with. I grew wetter when it occurred to
me it might even be Tsu.

In silence, each male went to one of the mats. My breath
grew rapid as I saw the man whose essence I was about to take
into me. He was an Asian, practically hairless and very well
built. He knelt before me, his hip pressing against my parted
thighs. Either Tsu's essence was still dripping profusely from
me or I was lubricating copiously from excitement, because when
my thighs parted, fluid streamed from my rocking vagina. The man
moved closer and his rigid flesh poked at the tender skin between
my legs. I remembered the ethnic slurs about Asians all having
small penises from school and, although I never for a moment
believed them, was glad to finally see proof of the lie, even tho
it was only the second penis I'd ever seen in real life.

My breath grew quick and my heart raced in passion. I
reached down, took his long hard penis into my grip and quickly
positioned between the folds of my labia. Then, as he leaned
over and his hands pressed down upon my taut nipples, I threw my
legs around his hips and swiftly pulled him to me. I cried out
as his stiffness filled me with a single rapid thrust, his
scrotum slapping tight against my bottom, the head of his penis
nestling tight upon my cervix.

[sk_33]

For an instant I stared at the stranger whose penis I
tightly held in my intimate, carnal embrace. Stunned by the
fullness within me, I was overwhelmed by the realization that a
strange man's bare penis was buried inside my unprotected vagina,
its tip snug at the open entrance to my womb, with no barrier
whatsoever to stop him from planting his potent semen in me and
making me pregnant. My eyes widened in panic.

Then Tsu's words filled my mind, calming my soul, even as
the handsome stranger's hands pressed against my breasts,
rekindling my passion. My vaginal muscles tightened upon the
fleshy rod and my pelvis pressed up into his groin, grinding my
clitoris into the base of his shaft.

I immediately noticed that the penis lodged within me felt
very different than Tsu's. This one was longer, but not quite as
thick. When I clenched down on it, my clitoris scrubbed against
him with a great deal of friction. I moaned in pleasure at the
sensation.

Just as with Tsu, I rhythmically squeezed at the presence
inside me over and over. My hips rocked back and forth, rubbing
my clitoris against his thick pubic hair. It wasn't long before
my body responded on its own and my spasming vagina pulled and
sucked at his firm manhood as I cried out in orgasmic ecstasy.
Before very long, his groans echoed mine and his fingers dug into
the soft flesh of my breasts.

I turned and looked at Faun, who was in the throes of her
own orgasmic spasms. She was squealing under a massively built
man of African descent. Her hips were a blur as her vagina
pulled at her partner's penis, her eyes closed tight, her face
contorted in bliss.

My attention returned to my own partner. His groans were
growing stronger and I suddenly felt his body begin to tighten
against my thighs. My own vaginal contractions intensified,
sending the rapturous waves cresting through my spasming body as
his penis suddenly swelled up in its cramp quarters. Shrieking,
I felt the first long jet shoot hot and thick upon my cervix as
he spurted his essence into my devouring vagina. As he groaned
and I gasped, his throbbing shaft pumped his release again and
again into me and my thirsty womb sucked in every drop. Next to
me, Faun and her partner was also shrieking and grunting as her
womb was filled with the essence.

As soon as the last of the warm spurts filled me, I heard
Pearl at my ear, whispering, "You must release him now." My body
had other thoughts, though, and my vagina continued to pull and
suck at the drained font as my being continued to shudder in
orgasm. Pearl's hands were at my legs, gently unwrapping my legs
from my partner. "Let him go now, love," she said again. With a
sigh, I reluctantly relaxed my tight grip on the still-rigid
penis and he slid free.

He got up and quickly moved to the mat of the woman to my
right. His position between my legs was immediately filled by
the African who only moments before was in Faun's tight channel.
Gasping with insatiate desire and unexpected delight, I reached
down and lustfully grabbed the stiff penis, still dripping with
Faun's secretions, that stood stiffly erect below the tightly
curled, wiry hair that thickly covered his abdomen and chest. My
legs flew up and pulled him to me as I stuffed the head of the
hard shaft into my quivering passage.

This one was immense! It was so much thicker than either
Tsu's or the previous one's. I increased the pressure of my
heels on his back and I squealed as I felt my vagina being
stretched wide by the immensity of the huge shaft I tried to
envelope in my tight canal. My first attempt only managed to
lodge the head of his great penis inside me. Grunting, I dug in
my heels and tightened my legs, firmly pulling him to me. I
howled as his mammoth spike plowed further into me.

When his great penis was fully and firmly imbedded inside me
and his huge fluttering testicles was pressed tight between the
globes of my buttocks, I was immediately engulfed in waves of
pleasure. The immensity of the presence I held so deeply in me
took me to a level of rapture I couldn't have imagined possible.
My back arched, driving my aching nipples up into his stroking
hands. My vaginal muscles clamped sharply onto the enormous
staff seated snugly in my spasming furrow and my hips ground
desperately into him.

I sucked intensely at the monster in my possession. My
entire being was centered on enticing, cajoling, insisting,
demanding. I craved his essence, hungered for it, and every
muscle in my body worked to satisfy my aching need. My pelvis
hammered against him, making his scrotum beat rapidly against my
quivering buttocks. My labial lips clung to his immense girth as
it rocked in and out of my convulsing chamber. My vagina
squeezed and clutched, sucked and milked, nipped and bit at his
penis, urgent in its exquisite, wanton lust.

I was rewarded by a long, low groan from my sweet partner's
lips, followed by a sudden arching of his back. Then I felt his
shaft bulging inside me and, incredibly, my orgasmic euphoria
grew even more intense. Again and again my spasming canal
clamped fiercely down on his twitching column as it blasted
stream after stream of his syrupy essence forcefully through my
cervix, filling my womb.

Even after I had taken every drop he had to give, I shook
with orgasm three more times upon the great presence inside me
before it grew limp and slid from my grasping vagina. As the
waves of my last rapture waned, my entire body grew limp, my legs
falling from my sweet partner's hips, sprawling widely parted on
either side of him. My breasts' intense heaving abated as my
breath slowed, my heart's rapid beating returned to normal and I
was enveloped with a sense of utter peace and satisfaction
intruded only by the void I felt inside me left when the immense
presence I'd become accustomed to was withdrawn from my still
quivering chasm.

As the second of my two partners for the yang reception rose
from the mat, I felt the source of my satisfaction, the liquid
essence I'd taken from the two of them, begin to ooze thickly
from between my splayed vaginal lips. Even before the creamy
discharge has a chance to slide into the crevice between my
buttocks, I felt a presence again between my thighs. I suddenly
gasped at the feeling of a warm, wet caress upon my labia.

I raised my head to see Pearl's bobbing head between my
legs, then my neck stiffened and my back arched as her tongue
lapped up the fluids dribbling out of me, sliding along my
trembling labial lips Her caressing tongue slid into my open
vagina and she drank deeply of the essence within, making me moan
with pleasure. As her curling tongue licked at my vaginal walls,
her nibbling lips fluttered on my excited clitoris, igniting my
passions yet again. My breasts again rocked wildly as my breath
grew quick and short and my voice again rose in a long, guttural
wail as my desire broke and my body shook in still another
intense orgasm. My bottom rose from the pillow as I thrust my
vulva up into her active mouth, luxuriating in the rapture of
passively receiving the divine pleasure of her lips fondling my
clitoris, her tongue stroking deeply in my vagina.

As I finally came down from the last of my seeming endless
series of orgasms, Pearl's head came up from between my legs. She
pulled at my arms and made me sit upright, then, together on the
mat, we hugged. She whispered in my ear, "The last is part of
the ceremony so that none of the essence is wasted. But I think
it's the best part, don't you?"

As we rose from the mat, Pearl said, "So, now you know. Now
you understand. It is what you expected?"

I was still shaky from the exertions of the afternoon and I
leaned against her for support. Her hand cupped my breast and I
shivered at her touch.

Certainly, none of this was what I expected when I first got
off the plane. The ceremony would have been incomprehensible to
me even only a hours ago. Then I was a chaste virgin. Now I was
a woman who, to the mundane world, had just had unprotected sex
at the most fertile point of my cycle with three different men,
one of whom, a man almost old enough to be my father, I'd
willingly given my virginity. In the world I'd come from, this
would have been obscene, a mad abomination.

But this was not the mundane world. This was a world that
heralded the beginning of a new spiritual awakening. And for the
natives of this new world, a entirely new Way was essential.

[sk_33]

"I am blessed to be allowed to give life to Tsu's
teachings," I told Pearl as we walked from the Garden. "I've
never felt so content and fulfilled in my life."

Pearl smiled. "It gets better. Now, you and Faun go back
to your quarters and rest. Undine and I will meet you at dinner.
After that, of course, is the evening ceremony.

Faun and I wobbled back to the housing quarters, leaning on
each other for support. She was just as exhausted and sore as I
was. When we got to my room, she was too beat to go the extra
few feet to her room, so together we fell onto my bed.

"Oh, God, Roe," Faun groaned, "I'm getting your bed all wet.
I'm still dripping."

"So am I," I sighed. "I still can't believe I just had
three different men come inside me."

"Neither can I. And I can't believe how good it felt!"

I rolled over and looked at her. I squealed, "Wasn't it
exquisite? Did you ever imagine anything could feel that
wonderful?"

Faun shivered. "It's just so incredible. I've always
wondered what it would be like, but I never imagined it could be
so--so--"

"I know. Words are so inadequate." I found myself staring
at her pubic mound. Her legs were spread and I could see the
slow trickle of fluid that dripped from her. Impulsively, I
reached over and dipped my finger into the dampness running from
her.

"Ooh," she murmured, looking down at my hand as I ran it
along her moist labia.

I pulled my hand away. "I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed. "I
don't know why I--"

"Don't be sorry," Faun breathed. "It felt nice. See?" She
ran her hand along my bottom and then downwards, sliding her
fingers along my labial lips. She her fingertips dipped between
them, rubbing tenderly toward my clitoris. She smiled when she
touched the delicate nub and saw my buttocks shiver.

As she continued to gently stroke my clitoris, my eyes were
fixed on the slowly oozing fluid that ran from her vulva. Without
thinking, I slid forward between her open thighs and, lowering my
head, pressed my tongue between the soft folds. As she moaned in
response, I lapped at the dripping syrup.

Her petting fingers became more insistent. Then she pulled
herself over to me and, moving herself and me onto our sides, she
slipped her own tongue up and down my swollen crevice, drinking
the silvery fluids that ran from me in greater and greater
quantities. As she licked, she moaned into my vagina and I felt
it vibrate through my body, just as I knew she felt my cries
within her. When we orgasmed together as one entity, our
movements carried us up and down from one crest to the next.

We spent the rest of the afternoon caressing and pleasuring
each other until we slipped into a light slumber. We slept in
each other's arms until Pearl and Undine, knowing we'd probably
be napping, came to fetch us for dinner. I awoke to see Pearl
smiling down at me.

"We weren't sure if we'd find Faun in her or you in her
room, but we figured you'd be together," she said as I untangled
myself from Faun. "C'mon, you two must be starving."

"And," Undine said, "you'll need your energy for the evening
ceremony."

After dinner, we all went back to the Garden. This time, my
first partner was a young blonde boy who didn't look over
sixteen. I had a hard time concentrating, tho, I couldn't help
but notice that Faun's was mating was with Tsu. She got so
excited that she began shrieking. I closed my eyes and imagined
that it was Tsu's penis inside me. I think the visualization
helped my performance. My hips bucked into my partner's groin
and my vagina clamped like a vise on his thick flesh. It didn't
take long for me to suck the semen from his shaft, but when his
fluids began to flow, it went on forever. His sweet cream just
spurted and spurted out of him, quickly filling me, then pouring
out and thickly coating my buttocks before dripping in a great
pool under my bottom and back.

He pulled out of my spasming vagina and I groaned at the
loss, but to my delight I looked up to see Tsu's beaming face
smiling gently down at me. I wasted no time in wrapping my legs
around him and driving his incredible penis into my hungry
sheath. His familiar flesh felt warm and full within me and,
just as Faun did, I cried out over and over, pounding my hips
into him as my clenching vagina pulled and sucked at his
delicious member. I knew I pleased him because his hands
clutched intensely at my breasts and he howled when I fiercely
milked the syrup from him. I sucked it into me so intensely and
so deeply that I'd have sworn I felt it filling my fallopian
tubes.

After I'd sucked him dry, I must have fainted because I
don't remember him withdrawing. All I knew was that I was
engulfed with the feeling of total joy and peace. Then I felt
tender fingers parting my labia and a licking tongue scooping out
the excess semen from my vagina. Pearl's wonderful mouth felt
different from the last time, though. With great effort, I
raised my head and looked down to fine Undine between my legs.
Her eyes met mine and then, with a delicious nibble of her teeth
upon my clitoris, my head snapped back onto the pillow and my
hips beat into her mouth as I shook in orgasm.

After the ceremony, Faun and I went back to our rooms,
excitedly sharing our experiences when we coupled with Tsu. We
fell asleep with our head between each other's legs, the sweet
taste of Tsu on our lips.

Every morning we woke in each others arms and prepared for
the morning ceremony. Every afternoon we participated, and every
evening, too. We lived in carnal ecstasy, a perpetual state of
bliss. I grew to love the feeling of fullness within me, grew to
feel less than whole when I wasn't in possession of one of the
penises of the many males of the Common. Every night I fell
asleep with the salty taste of essence on my tongue, stolen from
Faun's vagina.

After I'd been at the Common a month, I realized that my
period hadn't come. I suddenly became worried. Could Tsu's
teachings be wrong? Could all of the semen I'd been taking into
me actually have gotten me pregnant? Could I have a baby growing
in me?

I confided my fears with Faun. She told me she was having
the same fears, because her period was a week late, too. She was
afraid she was pregnant, too. Her biggest worry was that, with
all the different men she'd taken semen from, she couldn't have
any idea who the father of her baby was.

We confronted Pearl and Undine with our concerns. Pearl
smiled and assured us that we weren't pregnant. Undine told us
that it'd be best if Tsu explained why we weren't menstruating.
They arranged for each of us to speak with him in private.

[sk_33]

"No, little Roe," Tsu laughed. I was in the same oddly
curved chair that I sat in when I first met with him. Tsu was
between my legs and I held his penis tightly within me, my vagina
spasming and sucking at it. "You are not pregnant. Now that
your chakra is ingesting the pure essence of physical
spirituality, your womb is no longer preparing itself for the
creation of life. That, like pregnancy, was a manifestation of
imperfection, as was your menstruations. Now that you've
attained enlightenment, in body as well as in mind, you've left
such imperfections behind."

"I--I s-see," I gasped, my pelvis rolling against his
abdomen.

He pressed his hands down onto my belly, his fingers
intertwining into my pubic hair. "Here, now, you are filled with
the perfection of spiritual life, not the imperfection of the
cycle of death and birth." I shuddered as the waves of my
orgasms swelled higher.

His hands rose to my breasts and his fingers nipped at my
thick, tight nipples, sending shoots of electric ecstasy through
my body. My bottom rose off the chair as every part of my being
labored to extract his precious essence.

"See-- how your body works-- to attains its need," Tsu
moaned, his voice low and harsh, "it-- would not crave-- what
would do it harm. Would it-- little Roe?"

I could only grunt in reply, "Uhh! Uhh! Uhh! Ohhh!!" His
thick flesh began to jump and twitch inside me, flooding my womb
with his sweet release.

After the audience, I went back to my room. I was a bit
embarrassed at my lack of faith, but now I was confident that
Tsu's words were filled with truth. It was the last time my
trust in him ever waned. I was sitting on the bed when Faun came
in.

Grinning, I asked, "Feeling better, now?"

"Oh, Roe," she sighed, falling onto the bed next to me, "how
could we have ever doubted him?" I comforted her with my lapping
tongue, sucking Tsu's essence from her still splayed receptacle.
She responded in kind.

Faun and I settled in to our new lives the Common, our
existence dedicated to perpetual orgasmic carnality. Practically
every waking moment was devoted to the yang reception, either in
spiritual meditation and preparation or in the physical act. My
life couldn't have been more delightful. The only problem was
that, not long after my calming meeting with Tsu, I was getting
nauseous a lot. The doctor at the clinic took a bunch of tests
and she finally told me it was nothing, just a minor side effect
of ingesting so much essence into my chakra. Evidently, my body
was retaining essence instead of allowing it to flow through me.
She examined me and said that it would pass with practice.

I grew familiar with the subtle differences among the men
that lived in the Commons. Each one was different. Some penises
were longer, some were thicker, but each one felt unique inside
me and I clutched and pulled at each one in a different way. I
learned the signals that each one gave just before they released
their essence into me. Some would began to grunt really loudly.
Some wouldn't make any noise at all, but would just tighten their
eyes. One thing is for sure, though. Each and every one of them
had penises long enough to reach deep into me and press tight
against my cervix, so when I sucked the essence from them, it
jetted right into my womb, no matter how much or how little they
expressed their erotic pleasure, no matter how much or how little
they jerked and twitched inside me.

Right after my nausea went away, I began to notice that my
breasts were getting more sensitive. Sometimes during the
ceremony, my partner's caressing hands would drive me to new
heights of orgasm. Other times I'd have to push his hands away
because my breasts were so sensitive they'd begin to hurt. I saw
that my nipples were growing darker and the veins in the skin
were beginning to show. My breast were actually beginning to get
bigger and heavier.

Faun's breasts were growing, too. When I finally told her
what I was seeing, she thanked me for saying something, because
she thought she was going crazy. Again we checked with the
doctor and again we were told it was a side effect of the
essence. We were retaining it in our breasts, which was why they
were growing dark and full. The doctor did a pelvic exam and
took some tests. When she was done, she smiled and she told us
we could expect essence retention in another part of our bodies,
too.

Sure enough, just after I'd been at the Common for a little
over four months, I realized that I was growing fat, and by my
five-month anniversary, my belly was clearly beginning to show a
prominent bulge outward, plainly announcing to the world the
outcome of my actively taking the semen of literally dozens of
different men into my womb three times a day since my arrival. I
got a bit concerned. Not about whether or not I was pregnant
with a baby inside me. I knew that wasn't the case. I was
wondering why we were holding the essence inside us, why it
wasn't flowing to the heavens as it should.

Month after month I grew fatter and fatter. I could tell
the essence inside me needed to be released because I could feel
it moving about as it if was trying to get out. But it wouldn't
flow; it just stayed inside me and filled my belly, making it
swell until it looked like I was carrying a basketball inside me.
It became harder and harder just to walk and I had to bend
backward to adjust to my extra weight. My breasts had swollen
up, too, so I felt utterly bloated all the time.

It wasn't just me. Faun's belly was full and distended,
too. In fact, all the girls who took part in the ceremony were
retaining essence. For some of them it was just a little
swelling in the abdomen, but most of us were fat and growing, the
bloating showing no sign of ever slowing, much less stopping. For
all the world, we all looked very, very pregnant. Sometimes one
of us would lose faith and start crying and wailing about
carrying a fatherless child inside her, but we'd calm her down.

The ritual ceremonies went on as usual. We'd all take the
men's willing penises into our now-gaping vaginal passages and
clutch and suck at them until they'd pour still more essence into
our over-stuffed wombs. Our conditions didn't get in the way too
much, but getting up and down from the floor was almost humorous.
After the ceremony, trying to get up we all looked like a bunch
of bugs stuck on our backs.

It was actually in the middle of a yang reception that I
felt the first sharp pain. It took my breath away, as well as my
partner's, because I practically ripped his penis off. Pearl
realized what was happening and she got me to the infirmary in
time.

At first I thought that the essence was finally draining. I
was just surprised that returning the spirituality to the heavens
was proving to be so painful. It wasn't until they put the baby
in my arms that I realized I'd just given birth to my son.

Tsu explained it. Somewhere in the previous nine months, my
faith had faltered at the same time as one of the males, and the
baby was conceived then and there. There was really no way to
tell who the father was, or even when the conception took place.
It could even have only a month or so ago since the stored
essence would have matured the fertilized egg quite rapidly.

The only thing to do, Tsu said, was to try again, this time
with greater resolve. So I have. Over and over.

The results haven't been what I've hoped. I've given birth
four times so far, but I know that sooner or later my faith will
be perfected. Like anything else, it just takes practice.

It's the least I can do. After all, I owe my life to Guru
Tsu.